The shattered vow

Hmmmmm I still can't believe I just slept with someone I met for the first time after so many years of trying to keep to myself and stay celibate. “Hilarious”. Life can be cruel at times, and you get to do things you never expected as an individual. It was a cold and windy morning. I could feel the breeze in my body and the chill ran down through my spine. I wasn't going to work, so I had so much time to toss around my bed till I was ready to get myself useful. “Ding ding “ It was my phone notification trying to pass a message. It's funny, but I just like it that way. On the other hand, I was surprised my phone was in general, because the phone I know is always on silent because of my place of work to avoid unnecessary sermons from my boss, who could have been a pastor but decided to work in a cooperative firm. He hates it when a phone rings in the middle of work. He sees it as a distraction, so there should be silence whenever you are at work. I reached out for my phone, which was at the edge of my drawer. It was a message from my crush or, should I say, someone crushing on. I was super-excited. I have never had a crush on anyone, let alone someone who I always longed for. His message most times is my therapy from the stress I get at work. He is always there to make me feel special and wanted. “I'm back in town. I don't know if you are less busy, so we could meet up”. I read almost loudly enough for everyone around me to hear. Well, I'm the only one in my room, so maybe I want to be clear on what I saw. It's been months since I started chatting with my crush, and every moment around the chat and calls are so memorable and adorable. His voice is something I still find hard to describe, but maybe I should just give you the highlights of how he sounds. His voice is a melody that melts away my sorrow and gives comfort to my troubled heart. Whenever I'm down, I long for his voice, which comes in with relief and acts as an analgesic to my body system. My nerves are stimulated and my body functions as though my adrenaline was imported back from its slumber. I know I haven't seen him before, but his pictures got me addicted to him. His height and his smile are unique. It made me want more for him. “Yes, I'm less busy. "Welcome back to the state,” I replied with a smile all over my face. I think this should be the sweetest morning message I have gotten so far. I tossed my phone on the bed, stood up and walked towards my mirror to stare at my body. Indeed, it has been awhile since I stared at my body, and it looks so amazing. If I were to be a guy, I wouldn't let go until I got in between my skirt. I stood there for a while, thinking of the best outfit for the dinner. After much deliberation, I walked up to my TV and put on a channel playing high life music. I have been feeling wild since my boss decided to give me a day off. I danced for a couple of hours, before a message distracted me. “Ding ding” My notification, I walked to my bed, picked up my phone and checked for my message. It was a message from my crush, sending in the location of the dinner. “See you there,” I replied. With so much excitement in my heart, I walked up to my wardrobe, ready to pick out the Almighty's magnificent outfit that would leave my crush, amazed. Searching for an outfit became my problem. Everything was looking good, but what is going to give me the vibe I want is yet to come. I picked out all my outfits, spread them on my bed and started the context of who was going to dinner with me. I spent an hour plus still looking at my whole outfit as a young lady whose lifestyle has always been a triangle, “Church .work …home.” This has been my routine for several years. I find it hard to go out after my last relationship ended up in a very bad way. I could not believe I was looking for something to wear for an hour plus now. At this point, I decided to seek the help of my fashionista friend, whose life has always been about fashion and how to apply it. I picked up my phone and dialed her number. Low and behold she picked. It was surprising because whenever you call her, either she is on a call or her number is not reachable. "This is a sign that God really wants me to go for this event," I said in my heart. “Hello, how are you doing? I asked. “I'm Fyn”, what do I owe this call for? You never call except if you need something from me. She replied . Well, not when your number is always reachable or on another call. I said So.so.so what do you need from me, young lady, she asked. "Nothing much. "I need your help with an outfit to wear for a dinner date,” I said, knowing full well she would want the details of the event I was trying to attend, because it is unlike me. Whoa…whoa Where is this church girl going this time around? Don't tell me someone is trying to bring you out of your shell. She said, laughing out loud. Well well well, whatever you think, she tells me what sort of outfit would be nice and charming. "Let's see your collection," she said. I switch to a video call immediately, who I'm not too, when I have someone who is going to pick something spectacular for my dinner. "She stared at my collection and started laughing, "Why won't you have so much rage as an outfit when you don't go out and don't see a reason to change your wardrobe year in, year out?" she said, strictly. Please ma, that is not the reason I called you. I reminded her, the essence of this call is for you to help me out, not the other way round. So if you don't mind, can we go back to the purpose and reason for the call earlier? Whoa, alright, let's go back then. She said with a smirk. Let's go with the Black gown over there. I think it should be manageable staring into my collections through the video call. I brought it out, but I wasn't satisfied with the look it had on me. Don't you think I should go with something else I said, knowing full well that I don't like the outfit? "Oh wow, I see you have a taste of what to wear. "I don't think my help is needed here again, she said. “Ring ring “ It was my doorbell, who could be at my door now. I know full well I don't have friends and don't see why someone would visit me without prior information. “Hey baby girl”, I think I have someone at my door. Hold on, let me know who that is. I said to her, walking toward my door, opening my door. I was surprised by who I saw, or maybe I was dreaming in broad daylight. It was a delivery guy, who the hell would have sent him or was he at the wrong house? “Hello ma’ his voice came ringing me back from my imagination. "Yes, how may I be of help to you," I asked, looking at him. “You miss Clarabelle "Yes, I said, looking surprised. This is definitely for me, but from who exactly? These are for you, from Mr Crush. I want you to sign up here for confirmation. Wait, this must be a dream. My crush sent me a gift package, but come to think of it, how did he get the location of my apartment? I collected the box and went inside. ‘OMG “ I remembered he asking about my location when we were chatting all the while. I smiled . Hey… hey, who was that, and why are you smiling this way? A voice from the other end of my phone asked if it was my friend. She has been there all this while listening to our conversation. Well, I got a package from my date, I said to her. Let's see the content in it already. Oh, chill, let me get myself out of this dream before you spoil it for me," I said. I placed my phone against a seat in my bedroom, so she could get a good view of all the packages sent to me by my lovely crush. I opened one of the boxes, with my mouth wide open and unable to close. I marveled at what I saw. A lovely pink silky gown with a lot of stone around the hip region and a magnified letter on it. This can't be true, I'm staring at a cloth, my crush got for me. "He is such a lovely young man, I said to myself. Yo…yoo , where the hell did you get a kind and lovely date from? Because this is mind-blowing. She said almost screaming down my phone from its position. I don't know, I don't know. That was all I could say, because I'm surprised myself. Wait… Do you know this is the latest outfit in town, currently unavailable to anybody, but for dignitaries and here you are with one in your house, please I need you to close the window and doors and ensure no one enters your house, except you want to be declared missing, she said looking serious. I don't know fashion, but I love what I see here. I dropped the gown carefully on my bed, took out the note from the gown. Letter…. “I know you are a queen and should be treated as one, that is why I decided to get something adorable for a darling like you. I want you to know I have your best interest in my heart.” Signed. Mr. Crush . Oh my goodness, I think I'm in heaven, or should I say heaven on earth. I turned to my friend staring at me from the other end of the phone with so much fantasy all over her face. "I know you think it should be for you, but I'm sorry baby gal, it's all mine," I said, laughing out loud. I took the other box, opened it, black shiny heels with a touch of pink. It is indeed going to be a lovely dinner date. I picked up the last box, which was filled with a lot of jewelry, a Black shade and a classic-looking pink handbag. "Can you tell me how you met this date, because I'm ready to go meet mine too? "I need this treatment you are getting," she said with a smile. Well, someone gave him my number, after seeing one of my videos that was posted on his website. I said . Why don't you post me on your status maybe, I may meet my own dream date. She said, I'm happy for you babe, a t least you now have a clue about what to put on, or do you still need my help with what to put on for the date? She asked .