STORY OF MY LIFE

STORY of MY LIFE

He stood firm eyes fixed at me. I tried to make a move but he blocked me,as we struggled,he dragged me to a corner and squeezed me.I tried breaking free but he holds tight not letting go til I couldn't breathe and I let out a scream, immediately he let go and ran away.

That's it,the day my soul left mybody. I became a shadow of myself. After that day,i did not want to live again,I could not bring myself to tell anybody what had happened to me. I tried everything I could to get my mind off the events of that day, as hard I tried,the more it kept on recurring.

My mind was preoccupied with the events of that day as it became a constant reminder of how I was deflowered,I tried to go on but I broke down. Not wanting anything to hurt me,I kept to myself,was comfortable in my own skin, with time depression sets in,anger and frustration becomes my daily companion.

JOURNEY TO THE END

For days,I locked myself in the room,I kept on looking at the mirror,staring at my own self,as the events of the day played on mind,tears started forming, I tried to fight back the tears but it hastily ran freely down my cheeks. I cried to the point my eyes swelled up and turned red.I bit my lips so hard that it bleed.

I couldn't take it anymore so I took a pen and a piece of paper and write down all I could remember of the events of that day. After that,I wrote a short letter to my mum,dad and siblings. I mumbled a short prayer as I sip the content of the small bottle i was holding.I made sure I emptied it,dropped it on the floor,layed my head on my bed and slept.

All I could remember is that I woke up on the hospital bed,the memory of all that transpired eluded me and I never cared to ask.