Today was a Friday, me and Ryder have been given the permission to have the day off school due to the circumstances which I'm so glad about. I stumbled out of bed just hoping that this whole situation would end. All my life I have never understood why I couldn't have a simple life, people always think there's lives are messed up and sad because they don't have the best clothes and the most money, I know it's hard to believe but that's not that bad. What really matters is love and friendship, I have never had those things. Another thing I have never understood is God, he's supposed to be powerful and mighty but if he really is then why does he give people bad life's? People are murdered or r***d and abused everyday with no one to help them but why? Why is the world made this way? What driv

