Her 2 Doms

I can't believe I'm turning 21 years old in less than 3 days and I'm still a f*****g virgin. I mean I've had the chance but I see my first time being something different then the average person's first time. I have an extremely wild fantasy that no matter how hard I try to get rid of it sticks. I want to have my body taken over by two men at the same time. Making me submit to them. Punishing me. Bringing me to the greatest feeling of pleasure you could ever imagine. It would be perfect. Unfortunately though, I haven't necessarily told my boyfriend about this fantasy for fear he'd leave me. But I'm beginning to think that if I don't tell him I will lose him because I won't sleep with him. I just hope that he doesn't get mad it's not like I'm gonna force him to bring another around if he's not okay with it. I just know that I need to try. I need to ask if he would be willing to try it. I mean he'll still be getting the chance to finally sleep with me. He'll just be sharing me with another in the process.