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STRAIGHT UNTIL YOU(BL)

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Things He Was Never Supposed to FeelThe worst thing about being in love with your straight best friend wasn't knowing you'd never have him.It was having to sit beside him every day and pretend you didn't want something you could never ask for.“Bro, I think I'm actually in love.”Mackson nearly choked on his drink.Across the table, Ethan grinned, completely unaware of the damage he'd just done.“With who?” Mackson asked, forcing himself to sound casual.Ethan pulled out his phone.“Her.”Of course.A picture of a girl filled the screen.Pretty. Confident. Everything Ethan usually liked.Mackson stared at it for half a second before looking away.“She's cute.”“Right?” Ethan laughed. “I think I'm going to ask her out.”“Good for you.”The words tasted bitter.Ethan didn't notice.He never noticed.That was the problem.For seven years, Mackson had been Ethan's best friend—the person Ethan called when he couldn't sleep, the person he trusted with every secret, the person he automatically looked for whenever he entered a room.Mackson had everything he could have wanted from Ethan.Except the one thing he wanted most.And Ethan was straight.Straight as hell.There was no confusion. No hidden hint. No secret possibility Mackson could cling to.Ethan liked girls.Ethan dated girls.Ethan talked about girls.And Mackson had spent years teaching himself how to smile through it.“Why are you so quiet?” Ethan suddenly asked.Mackson looked up.Ethan was watching him closely.“I’m fine.”“You sure?”“Yeah.”Ethan leaned back in his chair.“You've been acting weird lately.”Mackson's heart sank.Because there was one thing Ethan didn't know.Mackson wasn't acting weird.He was trying desperately not to fall apart.And tonight, for the first time, Ethan seemed determined to find out why.

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STRAIGHT UNTIL U Chapter One — Seven Years The clock on Mackson's laptop read 11:47 p.m. The apartment was silent except for the quiet tapping of his fingers against the keyboard. He had been working for nearly three hours. A half-finished business proposal occupied one side of the screen, while several documents were scattered across the glass table in front of him. Mackson leaned back and sighed. He was twenty minutes away from finishing when his phone buzzed. Ethan. Mackson glanced at the screen. > **Open the door.** He frowned. Another message arrived. > **Now.** Mackson stared at the phone. Seven years. Seven years of knowing Ethan, and the boy still believed the word please was optional. Mackson pushed himself off the couch. When he opened the door, Ethan was standing outside. Black shirt. Expensive watch. Slightly messy hair. And an expression that immediately told Mackson something was wrong. “You're late,” Ethan said. Mackson blinked. “You're the one who showed up at midnight.” Ethan walked past him. “Nice to see you too.” Mackson closed the door. “What happened?” “Nothing.” “You don't come to my apartment at midnight because nothing happened.” Ethan dropped onto the couch. For a few seconds, he said nothing. Then he looked at Mackson. “Do you trust me?” Mackson frowned. “That's a stupid question.” “Just answer.” “Of course I trust you.” Ethan looked away. “Even if I did something stupid?” “That depends on how stupid.” Ethan laughed quietly. For a moment, everything felt normal again. Just them. Like the last seven years had never changed anything. But Mackson knew better. Something had changed. Ethan had been distant lately. He cancelled plans. Ignored messages. And whenever Mackson asked what was wrong, Ethan always gave him the same answer. Nothing. Mackson sat opposite him. “Tell me.” Ethan's eyes met his. “I got engaged.” Silence. Mackson stared at him. He wasn't sure he had heard correctly. “...What?” Ethan swallowed. “My family arranged it.” Mackson's expression remained calm, but something inside him shifted. “With who?” Ethan hesitated. “Someone you know.” Mackson's fingers tightened around the edge of the table. Seven years of friendship. Seven years of knowing Ethan better than almost anyone. And suddenly, there was a part of Ethan's life Mackson knew nothing about. Ethan stood. “I didn't want you finding out from someone else.” Mackson forced a small smile. “Congratulations.” Ethan looked at him. “You don't mean that.” Mackson's smile faded. “No.” For the first time that night, neither of them knew what to say. Outside, the city continued glowing beneath them. Inside, seven years of friendship suddenly felt like it was standing on the edge of something neither of them was ready to name.

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