
Things He Was Never Supposed to FeelThe worst thing about being in love with your straight best friend wasn't knowing you'd never have him.It was having to sit beside him every day and pretend you didn't want something you could never ask for.“Bro, I think I'm actually in love.”Mackson nearly choked on his drink.Across the table, Ethan grinned, completely unaware of the damage he'd just done.“With who?” Mackson asked, forcing himself to sound casual.Ethan pulled out his phone.“Her.”Of course.A picture of a girl filled the screen.Pretty. Confident. Everything Ethan usually liked.Mackson stared at it for half a second before looking away.“She's cute.”“Right?” Ethan laughed. “I think I'm going to ask her out.”“Good for you.”The words tasted bitter.Ethan didn't notice.He never noticed.That was the problem.For seven years, Mackson had been Ethan's best friend—the person Ethan called when he couldn't sleep, the person he trusted with every secret, the person he automatically looked for whenever he entered a room.Mackson had everything he could have wanted from Ethan.Except the one thing he wanted most.And Ethan was straight.Straight as hell.There was no confusion. No hidden hint. No secret possibility Mackson could cling to.Ethan liked girls.Ethan dated girls.Ethan talked about girls.And Mackson had spent years teaching himself how to smile through it.“Why are you so quiet?” Ethan suddenly asked.Mackson looked up.Ethan was watching him closely.“I’m fine.”“You sure?”“Yeah.”Ethan leaned back in his chair.“You've been acting weird lately.”Mackson's heart sank.Because there was one thing Ethan didn't know.Mackson wasn't acting weird.He was trying desperately not to fall apart.And tonight, for the first time, Ethan seemed determined to find out why.

