IN THE END

Hi, im Carly and this is my life story...im 28 years old and im a single mother. i have Daughter (Shiloh) 3years old, and im staying with my family (my mom, two brothers grandmother, my brother's girlfriend & Daughter and my mom's boyfriend). let me take you waaaay back to my life history...so i was born before my parents got married, at the age of 1 & a half years old i got sick on my parents wedding day, i was then diagnosed with type 1 diabetes, consisting of insulin i have to take 4 times a day and blood gluccos i have to test 4 times a Day. so i've been living with this cronic desease for 27years. while growing up i was in and out of hospital i can remember a point in my life where i was about 15/16 i was so sick i spent a month in hospital and then the docs reffered me to a social worker, where i spent like a week in a childrens home as my family fought hard to get me out of there, and one evening i got so sick they had to rush me back into hospital cause i went into a fit i spent 6months in hospital there after, but while staying at the childrens home i've been bullied, i also been bullied in hospital, and in High school also in promary school, practically i been bullied all my life because i was and still is short for my age. anyway thats beside the point, so growing up my parents split while me and my brother was younger, they went their separate ways and my mom basically raised us all the way, at the time i bacame a teenager i realized that was not what i would want one day in the future for my kids, i wouldnt want to raise my kids in a broken home.even though my parents was not together, they had a weird bond though, where my Dad would sleep over sometimes when he got drunk and thats basically where my little brother comes in. at the time even though i didnt approve of this friendship bonding style that my Dad and Mom had, i always had it in the back of my mind that obviously they still love each other, but the reason why my mom left my Dad was because..... my dad was a cheater....yes, hard to admit but its true. although my Dad isnt with us anymore today, i grew more to love him in the times we've spent with him before he passed away. my brother Rudy and my Dad had a very close bond though, closer then me and Chad my baby brother had....But this.... is what the highlight of the story is about though, not what happened in the past, but how it affected my life in current moment.it all started in 2018...back when i was 20 i was a rebel, i had lots of friends, and i be a player too, i had lots of guys interested in me, i didnt sleep with anyone i had a relationship with though, so even at the age of 20 i was still a virgin, i dated guys and broke up with them never really attached feelings to anyone until i met HIM.....the love of my Life....it was mid november and i was currently dating someone, not my type of guy though but he was sweet and charming even though i didnt really have feelings for him, our meet up was odd, i chatted to him on f*******:, we agreed to meet up, ON THE DAY we met up, he bought me a chocolate and a slice of cake, which was sweet, but if you ask me, that was weird for me at the time CAUSE TO ME!!, this was moving to fast though. anyway after the first meet up, he "took it as we dating" and i didnt know what to tell him, so i just played along, which got more weird cause a couple weeks in....this guy be talking bout marridge with me to my Mom Lol, and at the time I WAS NOT AT ALL READY TO GET MARRIED especially NOT with him though, no offense. then a week after we were planning my 21st Birthday party, Ooooh this is ganne be epic!!!....so i thought at the time, but knowing this guy i was with, i knew i wasnt ganne have fun at all, since he always followed me around, watched what i was doing and who i interact with etc...a few days before my Birthday, me and my cousin Lisa was standing at the shop at night chilling with a few friends of ours, yes we had alot of guys and girl friends we were basically an upstoppable group, had our fun times together partying, chilling at one of the guys house, chilling on the park sometimes etc...but this night was soooo different, this is the night i met someone special, even though at the time....i didnt know what was lying ahead in the future, BUT.... this night changed me forever.so we were standing at the shop smoking a ciggarette, me my cousin Lisa and her bestie Caity, in the far end in the dark, 3 guys were coming on, we couldnt see who it was but Lisa made a joke looking at them walking towards us... Lisa: yay wie is julle!!, ken os vir julle!.we then laughed, as it was funny to us, but then we saw they are really approching us. Lisa: whooo yirre, are they coming here. she then quickly ran around me playfully. Caity: i think they are, wait they look familiar. . Carly: lol what!?. as the guys step under the street light Caity immediately regonised them. Caity: wait, is that who i think it is, is that my cousins?!.. Carly: huh? Lisa: huh? Caity: its them yes! (smiling happily) Lisa: is that Dboy them? Caity: yes i think so. (excited) Lisa: oh s**t. Guy No1: hello wies julle!. walking directly towards us, Lisa & Caity immediately saw it was familiar guys yes it was indeed Caity's cousins.. Guy No2: Caity is that you? Caity: Ray!!, what you doing this side?. Ray: we stuck here on the main road the car is out of petrol. they approche Caity and Lisa as i stepped one side... Lisa: i still made a joke when i said, ken os vir julle (laughing). Dboy: nah i suma saw its ya'll when we came on. Ray: and whats her name? looking at me as he speak to Lisa. Lisa: this is Carly my cousin. she intro me to the boys... Ray: Hello Carly im Ray. Dboy: and im Dboy.. and next to him was standing a cute tall guy, and shy too, but he caught my attention from the far end. Caity: and thats Jake, i dont know why his so quiet now. (joking around) Ray: nah Jake is kwaad now cause the car is stuck on the bridge and he wanne get home. (laughing). Dboy: Lisa.... yoh i didnt think i was ganne see you tonight. he walks up to her and wraps his arms around her sweetly. Lisa: (smiles) ya i didnt expect this too. for a while me and Ray spoke, and Lisa, Caity and Dboy spoke, while Jake was just standing there in the cold with his hands in his jeans packets. we told them we i lived just down the street, and also ended up telling them about my 21st Birthday party and that they come. after a while of communicating the guys then greeted us nicely goodbye, but my attention was still on Jake though, even while me and Ray was talking, i couldnt stop looking at Jake, its like love at first sight... TO BE CONTINUED...