This is happening all the wrong way. It has been a couple of days and Ben still hasn’t come back to me. I’m going crazy.
If I had known that this was going to happen, I definitely would have told Ben everything from the beginning. I wouldn’t have listened to my parents. They usually are pretty good about knowing what to do, but on this particular matter, they have been completely wrong on everything.
First, I should have come clean with Ben right away. If I had just been honest with him, he would have never left me.
Plus, I should have never ignored Wyatt. It is hurting me too and I don’t like it. However, I realize that I do love Wyatt, but it is nothing compared to the feelings that I have for Ben. I think I’m going to die if I can’t get Ben back soon.
These last two
