This is so messed up. When I’m with Kane, I can think only about him and I love him so much, but as soon as I walk out our bedroom and start looking around, I can’t stop myself from thinking and wondering if Wyatt is all right. My parents and Alpha Pinnirat told Ford and I not to make any effort to try and see Wyatt or talk to him. What the heck? My parents are worried that Kane would be heartbroken and try to leave if he found out the truth. I have to admit that I’m a little scared of that happening too. However, I hate lying to him, but I’m doing exactly what my parents told me to do. I just can’t help feeling that it is completely wrong. I also feel so guilty for breaking my promises to Wyatt and that he has to go through this all alone. Ford and I have always been there for

