Chapter 19
Ethan left during the night Friday. I didn’t ask him to, but I was secretly happy he did. I didn’t need the kids wondering why he was there Saturday morning when they got up. He texted me a few times over the weekend, making sure they were better and that I wasn’t sick, but I didn’t see him again.
Part of me wanted to tell him how I felt, but I couldn’t be that person. Just because the s*x was mind-blowing for me didn’t mean he felt the same. Heck, he probably had s*x like that all the time. It was definitely all him because I’d certainly never experienced anything even close to what I felt that night.
It scared me as much as it excited me.
By the time Tuesday evening rolled around I was ready for some perspective. I had eight married friends and two more on their way there.
