Broken Scarred Mate

I walked up to my friends the normals also my only friends ... I'm not popular or the partying type but them, on the other hand, are party animals. My best friends Axe And Alvia my life my heart. Axe like the party animal he asks "want to go partying"? As if it was so formal. I chuckled lightly about to answer his question when an amazing scent hit my nose. Amara, My wolf purred. "Mate," she said in almost a whisper. Soon enough he rounded the corner I gasped And whispered/yelled to my wolf Alec is our Mate!?. Please moon goddess, please tell me you made a mistake with him being my mate, please. Alec met my gaze his eyes filled with disgust and hatred. While he raked up and down on Ashley's body Ashley the captain of the cheerleading team the popular one. I was hurt and I was Jeal- f**k that Territorial. I looked at Ashley and in the kindest ad calmest voice I could muster I said "Ashley can we talk?" She replied by a "Ummm..... I don't know you soo no" She said boringly and dryly while popping her gum. " Aliya talk to him for me please" She pleaded. I gave in and mustered up "Fine". So Alec wants to come to my house to watch a movie to get to know each other as well you know mates? Ashley gasped and scoffed at the same time while all I heard from Alec was "b***h!". Me being so stupid decided to say " I ermm.. who?" He scowled at me and said "You" dryly. Everyone left after that giving us some privacy I was happy about that especially since Ashley was gone. Amara said " he will now accept us now that Ashley is gone" she stated. I chuckled at her thoughts. "He doesn't want us to stop being so blind Amara I said so weakly and vulnerable". As if on cue Alec stalk towards me and lifted my chin up. " Since I don't have or want nothing to do with you I have no other choice than to reject you," he says before tracing kisses above my jawline. I didn't want to give in to the temptation but I couldn't help but moan when he kissed and sucked on my marking spot. " good there mate because that's the only love you will be given. "I don't want you and never will I will reject you and not regret it one bit because Ashley has more of a sexy body than you and you, your useless" My heartbeat started to race is-is he r-rejecting me? As if he read my mind he said as coldly as can be " yes u worthless weak unworthy piece of s**t I am going to reject u because your a nobody that is going to ruin my reputation". Pain is all I felt heartbreak I feel rejected even though he didn't vow it as yet but still the pain lingers in my heart. I blackout into a deep dark sleep.  -----------*Alec's Point Of View*-------------  My mate my lovely mate so beautiful so pure so amazing she has the brightest smile ever it could light up a dim ballroom I almost love her yet I can't tell her. Why because I can't be with her. My dad would allow me with a nobody taking the role as my luna. Nobody that barely a soul knows. why did it have to be so difficult I would never wish this on somebody else. I'm pulled out of my thoughts by a heavenly voice " AXEL?"  My blood started boiling who the f**k is Axel?! My body about to change into my wolf form well at least I wish I could Twine won't let me shift because of what I'm doing to Aliya's wolf Amara. I was so pissed that I didn't even recognize what I said: "Welcome back Slut." What i did not expect is for her to snap at me. She came closer preying over me like a piece of meat on a rogue hunt. she punched me with force on each word" I.AM.Not.A.SLUT.!!!" Don't touch twoine like that"  I growled. SHUT THE f**k UP AMARA".  I AM SUPPOSED TO BE YOUR MATE YOUR DESTINED BUT YOU TREAT ME LIKE s**t FOR WHAT!" I snapped. ALL I WANTED WAS TRUE LOVE YOUR LOVE TO BE IN A MANS ARMS THAT LOVED ME BUT LOOK WHAT PETTY EXCUSE I GET!" okay this definitely did not go into the plan was to make her hurt so she would find a loose end and try to take me down with her once she tries we fake our deaths and run away while I try to convince the girl of my dreams to love me no matter what it takes. I have a suppressed groan that I make her love . " SLUT THOT TRAMP" She attacks me bites my shoulder. I DONT NEED YOU OR WANT ANYTHING FROM YOU BuT WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME" I sat there frozen lost for words the girl i thought to be vulnerable and weak and worship the ground i walk on turned out to be a monster. she turns back at me and we lock in a gaze her stare so intense. Her eyes now filled with disgust and hatred. I turn around to kiss her deeply. I watch her eyes soften. She thinks i want her Pftshhh she can go on. " well you basically do want her but okay" twoine restated. Aw, give me a break you horny wolf. well if you put it like that if I'm horny you're horny because we have the same feeling I'm gawking over Amara while you're gawking at Aliya. I'm not blind to see it" he states the obvious. youre so annoying how about you shut the f**k up while i think. "What do you want from me" she asks again. Should i tell her you your bpdy i crave for you. well no that throws the mask off. " nothing im simply gonna reject you." Her eyes glaze and tears start falling down her plump cheeks. "goodbye Slut have a good time while i f**k Ashley an mark her" THey glaze over again And her sobs fill the entire room.