Second Chances

Love is complicated

Alanna rushed to her car and drove home. She didn’t want to spend another second in that city. She drove home thinking about Jack and Matthew. Alanna couldn’t understand how Jack found her there. She had heard about Jack's divorce before, but she avoided him. She knew how she could control herself around him. She just needs to see his eyes or when he licks his soft lips, she loses control. When Alanna is near Jack, all she wants to do is rip his clothes off and make love to him. On the other hand, when she is with Matthew, she can think clearly and can control her urges, even though she is extremely attracted to him too.

Alanna realizes that maybe the fact that she hasn’t had s*x with Matthew is what keeps her more in control, but just remembering Jack kissing her or looking at her, provokes reactions in her body that Matthew doesn’t. She is clear that the difference is love. She is madly in love with Jack. However, Jack has changed since they got together. He has been more aggressive and unpredictable.

The car's gas light turns on, and Alanna looks for a gas station. Alanna makes it to a run-down gas station run by an old man, almost bald with a few gray hairs left around the sides of his head. The hair that he was missing on his head seemed to have moved to his ears and nose. Alanna wonders how he can hear her with those bushes growing out of his ears. The man asked Alanna if she was single. Alanna laughed and asked him, “why are you asking.” The man smiled and Alanna could see his few rotten teeth. Then the man said, “You are a very handsome woman.” Alanna smiled and replied, “so I have been told by my husband.” The man got closer and told Alanna, “Don’t worry, Jack is not jealous.”

Alanna froze. She thought, “Did he say Jack, or am I going crazy?” The man laughed and Alanna pushed him away, telling him, “Sorry body but I like my man with hair in the right places.” The man walked back into the gas station's small store. As Alanna drives away, she notices the name of the gas station. On top of the gas station, a sign with big red letters said, Jack’s Gas. Alanna laughed and drove away.

The sun starts to rise, and Alanna finally arrives home. She runs to her room and plunges into bed. Alanna falls to sleep immediately. Then her phone rang. Alanna struggled to open her eyes. She grabs her hand around the bed looking for her phone. She finds it and rubs her eyes before looking at it. Matthew was calling. Alanna thought about it for a little bit. She was upset about the way Matthew left her at the restaurant, but she knew that it was Jack’s fault. Alanna decides to give Matthew a chance and answers the phone right before it goes to voice mail.

Matthew was about to hand up when he heard Alanna’s sleepy voice. He asked if she could talk and if she was alone. Alanna was surprised by the question but answered yes. Matthew then began to apologize for leaving her at the restaurant the way he did. He said that he felt bad, but then he saw her leaving the restaurant kissing the man that threatened him in the bathroom. Therefore, he realized that she was fine. Matthew explained that he was calling to ask her to pick up her bag because he was going home. Alanna apologized for Jack’s behavior and explained who Jack was. They had talked about Jack, but Matthew thought that he was a calm, kind man, not the crazy, violent man he met in the bathroom. Matthew then asked her, “So are you back with him?” Alanna took a deep breath and answered, “No. I just got home. I’m not with Jack and I’ve not seen him again.” Matthew was happy to hear that, so he told Alanna that he was leaving the hotel in a few minutes, then he would head to her house to drop off her bag. Alanna thanked him. She finished talking to Matthew and went into the bathroom. She could still smell Jack all over her. Alanna took a bath slide on a gown and went back to sleep.

In the middle of the day, Alanna was woken up by a knock on her door. Alanna grabbed her robe and rushed down the stairs. She opened the door and found Matthew standing on her porch with her bag in one hand a takeout bag in the other. Alanna smiled and invited him in.

It was the first time that Matthew had visited Alanna’s house. He looked around and told her that she had a nice house. Alanna smiled and thanked him. She grabbed the takeout food and took it to the table. Matthew follows her. She offers him a seat and pulls out of the takeout bag two soup bowls. Alanna passed one to Matthew and sat next to him with the other one.

Alanna opened the soup and steam came out. The soups were freshly made. They had to wait for a little before eating, so Alanna offered Matthew a milkshake. Matthew says thanks to her but explained that he is lactose intolerant. Therefore, Alanna goes to the kitchen to prepare a milkshake for herself.

Matthew blows on the soup and eats it. Alanna finished making her milkshake and headed back to the table. Matthew was almost done eating his soup when Alanna got back to the table. Alanna drank her milkshake before trying the soup. Matthew was done with his soup, so he stood up and began to look at Alanna’s pictures. Matthew sees Alanna’s picture of her late husband and kids. He picks it up to have a better look. He looked at the picture and asked Alanna if the guy was her late husband. Alanna stood up and walked to Matthew. She grabbed the picture from his hands. She caresses Franco’s image in the picture and answers, “ Yes… That is my Franco.” Matthew and Alanna have talked about her late husband and Jack. Matthew knew about his competition but didn’t have any idea of what they looked like until now. He was surprised to learn that the tall built guy was Jack and now he saw Franco. Alanna’s late husband was tall too, not as tall as Jack. He wasn’t short. He had a little belly in the picture, but he looked elegant. He was wearing a nice gray suit and his black hair combed back and his shoes reflected everything around him.

Looking at the way Alanna took the picture away and seen how protective she is of it; Matthew realizes that if he was worry about Jack. He realized that his actual competition was Franco. Franco was her first love and the father of her children. Matthew felt relieved to see that his competition was just a memory. He knew he could easily work with that. Alanna carefully places the picture back on its spot. Then she looked at Matthew and smiled.

Suddenly, Matthew grabbed Alanna and surprised her with a kiss. Alanna wrapped her hands around him and kissed him back. Matthew wanted her so badly and had been trying to be with her for the longest time, so he didn’t waste any time.

He untied her robe as he kissed her and took it off. Matthew slid his hand under her gown and grabbed her breast. His breath became agitated as he explored her body with his hands while kissing her. Alanna becomes excited and helps him take off his shirt. Matthew then takes Alanna’s nightgown off in a rush. He kisses her neck as he pulls his pants off. Alanna moans softly. Matthew grabbed Alanna, bent her over her sofa and leaned down behind her. He grabbed her thighs and shoved his face behind her. Matthew sucks and licks Alanna until Alanna moans loudly. Then he stands up and pushes himself inside of her. Alanna screams as he pushes his massive erection inside of her.

Alanna bites down on the sofa as he makes his way inside. Once, Mathew makes it all the way inside, he bends over Alanna and kisses her back. Alanna arched her back and moaned. Then Matthew grabs on to Alanna’s thighs and began to roughly move in and out of her. Alanna struggles to breathe between moans. Matthew began to feel Alanna getting tighter and asked her, “Are you almost there?” Alanna moans and screams, “Yes!” Matthew moves even faster and grabs on to her breast. Then Alanna let out a loud moan and gasped for air. Matthew released himself right after her.

Mathew stayed inside of Alanna, rubbing her back until he was ready to come out. Alanna moans, feeling his hand roughly rubbing her back. Then Matthew turned her around and kissed her.

Alanna’s phone rang so she put her robe back on and ran up the stairs to get her phone. Alanna made it to her room and grabbed the phone. She starts making her way back down looking at the phone and she sees that Jack is calling her. Alanna ignores the call and rushes back to Matthew. Matthew had his pants already on and had picked up their close. Alanna puts the phone on the coffee table and sits next to it. She called Matthew with her finger and Matthew walked to her. Alanna hugs him and Matthew caresses her hair. Matthew grabs her face and looks into her eyes. He smiles and tells her, “I’m sorry, but I wanted you so bad that I couldn’t help myself.” Alanna smiled and her phone rang again. It was Jack calling again. Matthew saw Jack’s name on the phone and told Alanna that she should take it.

Alanna asked Matthew if he was sure and he responded with a smile, “I don’t mind.” Alanna picked up the phone and told Jack with an indifferent voice, “We talked already. There is nothing else to say.” Jack pleaded for Alanna not to leave him again and Alanna explained that they were over. Then Jack offered to apologize to Matthew and Alanna tells him, “If you really want to apologize to him, I’ll put you on speaker so you can do it right now.”

Alanna puts the phone on speaker and tells Matthew that Jack wants to apologize. Matthew grabbed the phone and said, “ Hello.” Jack's heart skipped a bit. He couldn’t believe that he was with Alanna. Jack became very angry. He imagines Matthew touching Alanna and kissing her. Jack exploded on the phone. He started to curse at Matthew. Then Jack tells Matthew that Alanna loves him, and he is going to get her back. Matthew peacefully waited until Jack was done talking and responded, “sorry body but Alanna is with me now.”

For Jack, those words were worse than getting shot. He couldn’t breathe and thought he was going to die. Then Matthew hangs out the phone and hands the phone back to Alanna. Alanna was serious. She heard the whole conversation and felt bad for Jack, but she tries to ignore her feelings. She had just had s*x with Matthew. Matthew has been so understanding and kind. Alanna tried hard to focus her attention back on Matthew, but all she could think about was Jack. She imagines how Jack most feels after finding out that Matthew was in her house. She knows how much it most hurt him. Alanna realized that Jack was right. She still loves him and no matter what she does she can’t get him out of her head. Alanna wants to run to Jack, embrace and kiss him, but she reminds herself how hard their relationship has been. She was better off with Matthew. Alanna looks at Matthew and thinks about how he is uncomplicated and loves her so much. Alanna decides to give the relationship with Matthew a chance and tries to forget about Jack. Alanna walks to Matthew and kisses him. She grabs him and tells him, “are you ready for round two?”

Matthew smiles and takes his pants off. He looks down at his erection and asks Alanna, “what do you think?” Alanna kissed him and pushed him to the sofa. Alanna climbed on to his lap. She slipped him inside of her warm wetness slowly. She moans as his massive erection pushed its way in. Matthew grabbed her waist and stared at her face as she let him inside of her slowly. He enjoys pushing through her tightness slowly. Once Matthew is almost all inside of Alanna, he tries to push her down faster, but Alanna stops him. Alanna holds her position for a second. Then she leans forward to kiss him and slowly finishes pushing him inside. Matthew moans and squeezes her tight. Then he helps her move up and down on him as they kiss. Alanna moans louder and Matthew moves her faster. Alanna holds on to his chest and scratches his chest as Matthew pushes her down harder, going deeper into her with every push. Alanna wraps her hands around him as she reaches ecstasy. Her fluids ran down Matthew as he moved faster until he exploded inside of her.