CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
RISPAN
I was angry with myself for losing control. Especially in front of three of the people I respected most. Usually, I could keep my emotions at bay. If I was going to fly off the handle every time something happened, I didn’t like I’d be in a constant state of hostility. That wouldn’t help anything. I usually focused my mind on other things.
On the other hand, it did feel good to know that someone else knew my secret. It wasn’t so much that it was a secret, just that it was private. If I couldn’t trust those three with it, then I couldn’t trust anyone.
Fortunately, none of them brought it up over the next couple of weeks as we got ready. I’d said all I needed to say. Now it was time to get back to taking care of business. I wondered off and on where Genevané h
