I opened my eyes after praying. Same prayer, prayer that I am always praying since then. Honestly, naiinip na ako na pagbigyan ng Diyos ang hiling ko na mahalin na rin ako ng pamilya ko. Then I realized that there's a right time for that. Maybe God is busy writing how will it happen in the best way. 'Yung magiging worth it lahat ng paghihirap ko pagdating ng araw na iyon.
That's why I'm still not giving up. Yes, I'm tired but I'll do everything not to quit.
Then suddenly I remember kung paano naganap ang pag-uusap namin ni Jaycee. Napangiti ako saka pinakiramdaman ang puso. It's true what Jaycee said. Nabawasan nga ang sakit at bigat sa loob na dinadamdam ko. He's really a gift to me.
"I'm a certified KSP, Jaycee. Kulang na kulang ako sa pansin. Kulang sa pagmamahal. I'm always craving
