I Amuse Him

Where are my lungs?

My life sucks....

It actually sucks

S.U.C.K

SUCK

I am currently in my room thinking about ways to get myself out my love struck self which if continued in the state it is going on will probably going to bring me in a state of depression.

Why Danny why.. why would you have to love someone so out of your reach.

Even thinking about his perfect self, make me want to cry out.

I am sitting in front of my laptop which dad gifted me on my 15th birthday after millions of begging and giving him a big list of how it will help me in my school assignments. It was really hard to crack him because he was under full influence of our neighbor Mr. Kesley.

According to him all teenagers do today is watch dirty movies on internet and a way to addict to bad habits like smoking or drinking or even drugs.

According to him a laptop with internet access to it is a way of opening a dirty gate for teenagers.

But it was not me who dad was worried about actually.

Damien was the real problem so after assuring dad that he won't use internet without my supervision dad let me have a laptop being Mr. Kesley totally horrified on his part.

I really feel sorry for his children sometime.

There he was. Glowing in his perfection. With his beautiful blonde hair to his striking blue eyes and his cute smile.

Jake Anderson the love of my sucking life since 9th grade. But the thing that ticked me the most was his relationship status in a relationship it was not mentioned with whom he was in a relationship but of course I know it too well.

Previously that day...

Me and Des were standing outside our school waiting for non-other than Ethan because meeting inside the school would be too overdramatic for Des. Like standing here beneath the hot sun waiting for a guy when the entire school is inside is nothing but giving too much importance.

Which I do not like giving to a total stranger. Just as we were waiting for Ethan to show up, I see on the very corner of our school where there is a tree and it's not the tree which I am looking at. I was looking at the two people beneath it.

As Des turned her face towards where I am looking so intently and not so happily, her eyes went wide.

Right beneath the tree was standing no other then, Jake Anderson, my ultimate crush since forever and he is not alone.

no no no no

There in his arms is Chelsa Daniels(cliché). She is the co-captain while Des here being the captain of the cheerleading team. I could recognize her long red ponytail from miles and even a hair of Jake would be enough for me to recognise him.

He was gripping on her hips like his life is dependent on them and they were so engrossed in there kiss like they were counting each other's teeth with their tongues.

Well I guess they are together.

I felt like a zombie.

Like all my years were just a waste living.

That being shy whenever he looked at me and smiled.

We had many classes together and we had our hi(s)i and bye(s)never much talking but that one hii from him bought such a big smile on my face. And Des knew it very well. She immediately like it was the most natural thing on the world came beside me and hugged me tight.

"Do not worry Danny that b***h will not last long, she must be a fling." said Des in an assuring voice. But that is the thing Jake is not a fling guy he never was and he never will be but putting each of my gut feeling aside I just nodded my head and trying but failing in the process of smiling.

Nope, just not gonna happen today. "Still up for meeting Ethan?" she asked me with pleading eyes no, puppy dog eyes. "Yes." merely a whisper came. For gd sake they are still standing there almost going to make babies in front of my eyes. Someone take my eyes!

I was staring like a lovesick moron at them. Des waved here hand in front of my eyes diverting me. where the hell is this Ethan of all the days he chose this day to be late while other days he was like the first person to show up. "Stop looking at them or you will cry." she said. Do not mention tears!

"Here is Ethan." As soon as I saw him. I wanted to go over to his car open the door, grab his color and ask him. What the hell took him so long? But I controlled myself there.

Des walked up to him and gave him a kiss and they both smiled at each other looking into each other's eyes. Man I want that. I once more turned around to look at Jake and his girlfriend..yup still sucking. Wonder if they forgot to breathe. I lokked back at Des and Ethan and they both were still smiling at each other...ohh for the love of gawdd.... I just wanted to march away from there but if I did so, Des will probably kill me. I stood there for one more minute until I finally said "Ahem."

What else could I say? Yo love birds if you are done can you please look around, there are people standing whose heart just got broken up and you are not helping.... Des would have killed me.

They both finally looked at me and separated from each other. Ethan gave me a smile and I smiled back in return or should I say tried to smile.

"Hii I am Ethan Sparks." He said as he shook my hand. "Daniella Jones. Nice to meet you."

We had a little bit of conversation. He is one of those guy that are once comfortable with you could be very sarcastic and on the same time very sweet too. After sometimes me and Des said our byee(s) mine was just a wave and her's were squeezing he life out of him.

Now here I am sitting on my bed eating ice cream from the tub as I scroll down from Jake's timeline. I was so self-occupied from m world that I didn't notice when my older brother came into my room and was standing right beside as he saw me drowning in that tub of chocolate ice cream and Jake's photo in front of my face and I am pretty sure my face was totally telling him the whole story.

"So you like the blondie? Huh?" I screamed and did the most natural thing, fell off the bed with the ice cream tub on my head. I was glaring at Damien and there he was laughing his ass off on my bed. I got up and removed the tub from my head and the tub was empty!

"What do you want bro?" I was annoyed as hell from him as hell. Firstly he barged into my room like a thief, then he asked me about my love life like it the most amusing thing on earth and thirdly, now I have to eat my ice cream from my head. He took the spoon from the floor and ate a spoonful from my head. "Just came to say hii, now can't I come to say hii to my little sister, which by the way is so gorgeous. And mind I say that is a lovely hat." That beetroot.

I just looked at him with my arms crossed as I tap my left foot like one of the teachers look at when you forget to do the homework and then you make the stupid excuse that our dog ate it.

"What do you want Damien?" I asked with a stern voice not even close to fooling of his buttering.

"Alright, I am going to a part-" "And you want me to keep a look on dad because you are going to be late" I completed his sentence. "gorgeous and intelligent" he said grinning.

"Aww. NO." I said. "Wha.. Danny why?"

"Don't you remember the last time when you sneaked out. Dad found out and grounded us both for a month."

I am not helping him this time. "He won't I am sure. Please Danny. Please." He made his puppy dog eyes at me. it's been 16 years, I should have been immune to this by now.

"Ok fine. Whatever ." " You are the best Danny" He said as he kissed my cheek and ran towards his room to get ready.my brother is so famous and me, nobody knows me. I stopped thinking about it and went to sleep.

I was in the library looking for a book that could help me complete my history essay.

"Where is it? Where is it? Ahhh found it."I saw the book on the very top shelf as I stood on my tip toes to get it. But it is too far I again tried just then a hand went upwards and took out the book. "There" He said. I turned around and almost fainted. Jake with blonde and blue eyes standing in front of me holding the book and giving me the perfect smile. I was about to faint but I maintained myself. Stop fan girling. If I knew this was going to happen I would have put extra effort on my outfit today. Rather than wearing plain white t shits and denims. "Hey Danni." He said. Oh my gawdd. Oh my gawdddd. He knows my name. Scratch. He knows my nickname. I am gonna die. I need to breathe. Lungs. Come on function. This is the first time he acknowledged me like this. Yeah there were hi and bye but never on nickname basis. Could this day be any better? "Danny?" he said again. I think it's time to reply but what should I say. Just hii or hii Jake what's up. No it's not like me. How about 'hey Darling' seriously Danny? -_-

"Hey Jake" Ok that was overly girly. Way to ruin your first moment with Jake. Always remember Danny what aunt Hilda taught you while giving you those personality classes when she came from London. 'First impression is the last impression' now he will think I am those clingy girls who flirts with every guy and are overly sensitive. Don't touch me I am made of glass.

Jake looked at me like I am some lunatic or what. To hell with first impression.

"Danny I need to ask you a favor." Oh Jake anything for you. I should not say that.

" Y-Yess." Yup just the perfect time to slutter. He may be asking me to be his girlfriend. I think he finally understood you he loved from the very beginning. It's a yess already Jake.

"I was wondering, if you could tutor me maths." Now it was my turn to look at him like he was lunatic. Why can't I just flush myself in a public bathroom. My life is an embarrassment.

He looked at me with those striking blue eyes. He was always bad at maths and I loved maths.

"Ofcourse Jake." You look more desperate to teach him then he wants to get taught.

He smiled so big that I could just faint right there. "Thank you so much Danny. Tuesday? My place?" I nodded and smiled at him. He put a piece of paper and gave it to me, on which his address was written.

He went back giving me one last smile and out of the library I just stood there watching him go.

I was in m room reading my lovely novel. I was totally involved in my book when suddenly high music took me out of my happy world. The voice was so high. I put my earphones and started playing my songs.

"I can still hear it" I screamed.

It was coming from outside my window as I went towards my window I realized it was from my neighboring house. Ok how can that happen, my neighbors Mr. and Mrs. Woods were an old couple they must be in their 60s or 70s they will never hear this type of music, so who could be that. As I went towards my window and opened it I saw the window just parallel to mine was open and I saw a guy. And he is SHIRTLESS! Fudge Cake.

His back is towards me and I can say. This guy does workout. Snap out of it Danny. This guy is disturbing my personal space. He made me get up from my bed while I am in the middle of my romantic novel. This is a crime. "Heyy" I said or screamed. He didn't turn around. "Heyy" I screamed louder this time.

He turned around and oh Hunter Donavan.

He is standing in front of me, in my neighbor's house and he is shirtless and you are staring at him, more like ogling. He smirked at me and went towards his music player to turn off his music then he went towards his window giving me a perfect view of his eight packs.

Holy moly.

"How may I help you"

Never leaving the stupid smirk.

His voice is sexy. I collected myself.

And put back my glasses with my first finger.

"Can you turn you volume down? Some people are trying to read." I said in the most monotonous voice I could make. "Do I know you from somewhere?" He asked completely ignoring my monotonous request. "I don-" He cut me off.

" Yes. You go to my school. I knew I saw those nerdy glasses before." He said with amusement in every word. He remember the nerdy glasses? The glasses?

"Listen here Mr. I am just asking you to turn the volume down and mind your own business. I am trying to read here-"

"Yes definitely seen those glasses. What's your name?" he cut me off again. I am not liking it. "That is none of your concern."

He was taken a back for a moment but he regained that smirk. And said "Do you know who I am princess?"

"No! and I don't want to know. Just keep you volume down and next time don't acknowledge someone with their glasses. Thank you. Bye." I leaned back and put my hands on the window to shut it.

"But I like them. They are cute." He said. This boy just tried to make a move on me. I am so well aware of his tricks. This guy has slept with almost all the girls in our school but now he is trying me.

"What's your name princess?" He asked with that stupid smirk still on his face.

I gave him a sarcastic smile. To which he smirked even more. "Not going to work on me play-boy."

I said and closed my window shut. What the hell just happened? How the hell is Hunter Donavan is living next to me? I just had and encounter with the biggest player on earth. I got to breathe.

Where are my lungs?

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