Wenn Training Mateo-
Mateo
I don't know if I believe in love at first sight, but if I did, it would be a blue-eyed redhead with tear stained cheeks and freckles speckled all over him.
From the outside, it seems like we're moving quickly, but to us it's just making up for lost time.
We should've met sooner. This is the man I need in my life. He was the thing that was always missing and the reason I always felt incomplete. He is the void in my chest that I've been constantly trying to fill with liquor or meaningless s*x when the only thing that can truly fill it is him.
"You're starring Mr. Rojas." He informs me without bothering to open his eyes.
I've been sleeping at his place at least 3-4 times a week since we met. We have s*x a lot which is probably my fault, but we do more than that too.
We talk. We talk about life and the things we deal with. We talk about the darkness we've both lived with for years and we make each other feel better.
"You don't know that."
"I can feel you staring." He opens his eyes and grins at me. "See? My senses are always right."
"Maybe. Are we done with our nap?" I ask.
I climb in between his legs and put my hands on his exposed thighs. All he's wearing is my tee shirt, but it doesn't cover much. He's so sexy in my clothes.
I like the way the shirt reveals some of the marks I've left on him. His skin is so soft that my hands feel more rough in comparison to him. He's soft and smooth and beautiful. I love that.
"Yeah. You can't keep touching me though. I don't have enough energy for another round." He warns me.
He always says that I have too much energy. Our s*x is amazing, but he's older than me. I think my s*x drive is higher than his and I'm a little uneasy about it. I worry that he thinks I'm childish and won't want me to be his dom because of that.
"Just sit back and I'll take care of you then." I kiss him gently before going down further and further.
I position him so that his legs are over my shoulders and my face is between his thighs. I kiss the inside of his thighs, leaving small bites and nibbles in order to mark him. I grab his thighs, squeezing them. It's hard to imagine that he was severely underweight at one point. I never want to see him like that. It would definitely break my heart.
I'm glad that he's getting better and really recovering. He's thin, but still has a good amount of fat on him especially on his thighs and ass which is perfect for me. He's gorgeous, but his looks aren't the main reason I do these things.
I touch him this way to convey how much I care for him. I want to be near to him and connected to him in a way that other people won't get to be anymore.
I've seen all of his contracts. He's had a lot of dominants before me and I just want to live up to his expectations. Actually, I want to surpass what he expects. I'm still learning, but I want to be such a good dom that he can't even imagine being with someone other than me.
"Are you going to keep going or just stare?"
I smack his thigh as a warning, and he shuts his mouth. I lick a line up his length before taking him into my mouth, slowly licking and spending time teasing his tip. I've been told that I give good head by almost every guy I've done this with.
I suck more, moaning when he reaches down to pull at my hair. For someone who claims to be only a sub, he sure does get bossy sometimes.
His thighs instinctively start to close, but I force them apart again and pull my mouth off of his c**k, slowly moving down to please him more. I kiss his sac teasingly before taking both of his balls into my mouth. I suck gently and move my tongue around them while he arches his back with a soft moan.
"P-Please, Sir. Not so much." He whines.
It almost scares me how much of a thrill I get from hearing him beg me to slow down. It's even more scary how much I want to keep going just because I know he's asking me not to. I just have to remember that stop doesn't really mean stop to Wenn.
Snow means stop. Stop means 'oh, god, Mateo you're so amazing in bed. I wish you'd f**k me all night long until I pass out and can't even keep my eyes open anymore.'
Maybe this whole CNC thing isn't as intimidating as I thought.
I move my tongue back up to swirl around the head, dipping into the small hole slightly before going back down to lick and suck his balls again. Maybe that's why I get such good reviews. Aside from the prostate, this is the most sensitive part of a man's body, and I'm definitely not shy about making sure they get pleasure here.
I keep using my mouth to please him while bringing my hand up closer to my mouth. I rub my thumb against the space between his hole and his balls. That's where the prostate is on the inside. Not many people think to touch a man there.
"Ah... that's so good, Sir. May I c*m? Please?"
"Not yet."
I keep going, thinking about what he said earlier. Wenn isn't going to call me 'Master' until my training is finished. I may be the dom, but he's set standards for me, and I intend to earn the right to be his Master.
"You can cum." I suck harder and push my thumb down against the sensitive skin, making his back arch more as he cums on his chest.
"Ah, f**k!" He jolts, some of his c*m landing on my face as well. He pants softly and reaches down, but before he can wipe the c*m off of my face, I pull back and smirk at him.
"Don't worry. I like having it on me." I kiss his c**k before leaning back to wipe the c*m off with my thumb, sticking in my mouth right after. I lick his juices off before smiling down at him.
"It's almost unfair how good you are at that. I didn't even think I was that close. But you move just the slightest bit and all of a sudden, I'm exploding."
"I'm glad I could please you."
"Well, thank you. I could teach you some easy things to learn if you want? I always like to start with choking because it's one of the most dangerous and misunderstood kinks and most people are interested in it."
"Sure."
Wenn smiles and takes my hand, putting it against his neck. "Always make sure your palm is cushioning your hand. Choking in b**m isn't actually breath play. It may sound weird but listen. Once your hand is here, you make a 'u' shape with it and squeeze your fingers together. It doesn't cut off the subs breathing. It cuts off their blood circulation so it's important to only hold for a few seconds."
He gestures for me to try, so I shape my hand to his neck and squeeze. His eyes flutter slightly as they fill with euphoria. I count to 3 on my head before releasing him. "Like that?"
"Y-Yeah. Perfect. Just like that. Make sure not to apply much pressure to the front of the neck. If you crush a subs windpipe, that would definitely be bad."
"I'd assume so. I'll always do my best not to hurt you though, Wenn."
"I know. If you do like breath play, the best way to do it is by covering the subs mouth and nose. Each person reacts differently so it's not something you can time. Just pay attention to the signs. If their face is red then it's okay but as soon as it starts looking purple or blue then let go. If their eyes close or get unfocused then let go."
I move so that he's beneath me and climb in between his legs, using my hand I cover his mouth and nose. He's getting hard again already. After about 30 seconds, I let go, hearing him gasp softly for breath.
I'll remember that. Choking is not the same as breath play if you're doing it right. Wenn smiles at me and leans up to gently peck my lips. I kiss him back, making sure to scatter a few all over his face. It always makes him laugh.
"One of the doms at the club said that you could practice using impact play tools on them so that they can teach you how to do it without causing serious injury."
"A dom volunteered to let me hit them? Why?"
"Well, technically he's a verse which means he's a dom and a sub. He likes pain though and can handle a lot more than I can so even if you do make a mistake, he'll be fine."
I nod and think for a moment. After meeting Dax I thought that all doms would be prideful and a bit stuck up, but this one seems more relaxed. Especially if he's going to let some inexperienced newbie hit him for practice.
Now that I think about it, he must care about Wenn. Surely any of the doms that are offering to help are doing it so that it's safer for him. A sub with an ignorant dom will always be miserable. That's why I'm so happy to learn this stuff. The more I learn, the better I can be for him.
"That's really nice of him. I can't wait to meet your friends there. They must care about you a lot if they're willing to do all of this."
He pauses, seemingly thinking about something before nodding slowly. "Yeah... yeah, I guess they do really care about me."
"And I do too."
"Yeah, well I really care about you too, Mateo."
"It's 'Sir' to you, Pecas." I tease, making him laugh again. I'll never get tired of hearing that sound.
"Yes, Sir."