Kris,
Uhm, hi? Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mga isusulat ko dito, I just find it so hard to do. I even didn't know why I am doing this maybe just because some words are useless, I mean, they're never enough to express anything I've been thinking and feeling. There are a lot of thoughts running through my mind, waiting for to spill them out but unfortunately, I can't. I'm shy, maybe. But hey, I'm strong enough, courageous enough to do that, but there are times when I'm infront of you, I said nothing. And yes, I'm blaming you for this Kris. This won't happen if I don't feel the feeling of being extremely conscious in the presence of the guy I really love. I am avoiding making comments that will make me look like a fool. I'm nervous to spill it. I'm afraid to lose everything we had. I'm taking
