Misled

I am, Celine Shione, the only princess, a no. The only CROWN PRINCESS of the wolves, werewolves. I once had the most caring brother who was once the crown prince. Ciel Shione. It's a pity that he was too kind-hearted to be a ruler.  A ruler can't be soft, he has to be firm, with swords and claws instead of books. Must be unfathomable and cruel. Not too cruel or might end up hurting one's own flesh and blood. Well, it isn't like I never ate a flesh and blood of mine.  Cleverly cruel, talented, and meticulous. No one could comprehend what I am thinking every hour, every minute, every second! I am a madman, but I sure can lead the werewolves better in this generation. Because I have her. My companion, my best friend, my sister, the only person I trust in. Stella Shione.  She is my other half, my shadow, no one knows her, only me, she's mine. All MINE.  It was she who taught me how to be strong, it was she who listens to all of my worries. It was also her who accompanied me during my ups and downs. not the losers who always advised me to kind and caring, to forgive, and to be kind-hearted.  This is a new me, the girl who grew under your wings. The girl who was taught without love by all, the one who was taught by suffering, by pain, by shouldering the weight for you! The hardships, it wasn't the departed crown prince Ciel who suffered the most. It was me, the current Princess. YOUR CURRENT RULER!  Through all I've been true, I have always been a good girl and followed every order of you, but in the end, it was others who benefited from it, it was the person who smiled and cared for me the most who betrayed me. I swore that I wouldn't let that happen to me again for the second time.  Never, ever again. Right now, everything that should be mine is already owned by me, people who should've died, are now six feet beneath me. I'm walking over skulls and corpses to get to the throne, those who disobey me shall perish under my claws. His blood shall be drunk among the lowest of the low, the hybrids that haven't transformed. The madman's who craves blood, the evil gang of werewolves that slaughters humans and other beings. The other beings that we wouldn't even think could exist.  But with that all being said, Do I even know who Stella is? The day we first met was when I was in between life and death. She appeared and saved me, I slowly began to trust her, she became my shadow and I was her light, without me, she wouldn't have existed. Thinking that I was the cause of her being, I trusted her and listened to her in everything. We became closer and no one can sever our relationship anymore. But still, she's just a shadow of mine, A shadow that would be gone when there's no light.  I thought I wouldn't fall into another's trap again, but I was wrong, so wrong! Very very wrong! The wrong way on the word, AGAIN.  It was because I didn't fall for someone's trap again, instead, I had always fallen into someone's trap, there was only one person who wanted to trap and own me, Stella.  Just when I thought I could fully trust her without having to reconsider or give it a second thought, she betrayed me. She betrayed my trust, everything of me shatered. LIES after LIES repeated in my head as if they were carved in gravely. I was under his control all the time, under his spell.  The cruelest way to hurt someone is to make them happy that they're on cloud 9 and suddenly pop their dreams and hope, letting them fall into the deepest abyss of no return. Falling more deeper than they could ever imagine. No sun that gives them a ray of hope, no hand that would pull them back.  That was when I Celine Shione decided to change, change for good, I cut my long hair into a short one, I was still trapped in the abyss while Spencer wreaked havoc in my territory, my country, he ruined all my people while I can only watch hopelessly and doing nothing. I don't even deserve to cry, not a tear could come out of my eyes, I'm the worst of the worst.  I want to be strong, but not in his own way, the ways he made me strong were all physically, my fighting, battle abilities, and mental abilities. But he never ever trained one thing. Something that might be strong enough to defeat him, strong enough to drive out everything of him out of me.  "A shadow is never born without a light, we... the darkness are born from you the light" I want to return to the past, the past where I was still that girl who suffered, let's return in my deepest and most cruel memories together...