The Love Unfulfilled

  April 2016  Life has sure very exciting and idiotic ways to teach us a lesson. Sometimes it tickles us in the stomach and yet punches at the same place to make us keep laughing but with tears shedding from your eyes.Sometimes it just lets us cry bitterly through the way it keeps pinching.In both the ways of teaching us a valuable lesson it makes us cry. The punches might be too strong or the pnches might turn your skin red,but they were always the reality check which life gave to me.That is what life did to me ,it taught me a lesson by tickling in stomach and then punching in the same place. It actually taught me how to land that punch in someone's life. Especially the man you have loved for so long and pined with all your might. It actually poed that long finger into my eye and showed me why I was the unworthy one of his love. Basically It wasn't life whos showed me that I am unworthy. It was him who showed me that I was unworthy of loving. The love so strong for him just kept swaying and swaying and one day it flew away. All that remained was the unpleasant memories and marks of hurt.   April 2016 Today I was ultimately able to shove away that irritating woman away from my life. Damn what a relief I feel! But there is a lingering feeling in me who is saying me to go back and fix the damage I have done. But I don't want to go back. I want to live a free life away from that sorry excuse of a human. Yep! Its party time!