~CIANNA~ I miss him. I miss him like crazy. These past few days without him have been harder than anything I've ever had to go through. I've been crying plenty. Throwing up. I haven't been able to do anything at all without him. A part of me had hoped that Chase would change his mind and return back to Earth. Each day that passed, my hope dimmed a little. The last hours with him were amazing, and it's the only thing that has kept me going. I kept seeing him everywhere, even though he wasn't on my planet anymore. Even now, I felt like I could still feel his presence beside me. I walked over to the mirror and winced at how bad I looked. I was beginning to worry my mother. She's mentioned multiple times that she wants to take me to a doctor, but I have refused her each time. What cou

