His Blood on My Hands
Mira
The first time I met Alpha Kael Draven, he was dying behind my clinic.
Of course, I didn’t know he was an Alpha then. I didn’t even know Alphas were real. All I knew was that something huge had crashed into the dumpster outside Blackpine Emergency Clinic at exactly 12:47 in the morning, and like an i***t, I went to check.
That was my first mistake.
My second mistake was bringing the trauma kit.
The alley behind the clinic was dark, wet, and freezing. Rain fell in a thin silver sheet, soaking through my scrubs the moment I stepped outside. The yellow security light above the back door flickered like a warning, buzzing weakly over the cracked pavement, the overflowing dumpster, and the line of trees just beyond the parking lot. Blackpine was surrounded by forest on three sides, and people in town liked to joke that the woods had teeth.
That night, the joke didn’t feel very funny.
A low growl rolled through the shadows. I froze, my fingers tightening around the handle of the trauma kit. Every smart part of me screamed to go back inside, lock the door, and call animal control, or the police, or literally anyone else. But then the growl broke into a sound that was lower, softer, and full of pain.
A whimper.
That was all it took. Fear still crawled up my spine, but I stepped forward anyway, lifting my flashlight with a shaking hand. The beam cut through the rain and landed on a wolf.
A massive black wolf.
Too massive.
He lay beside the dumpster, his dark fur soaked with rain and blood. One of his front legs was caught in a rusted metal trap, the iron teeth buried so deep that the flesh around it was torn open. Blood pooled beneath him and spread across the pavement in thin red streams, mixing with the rainwater at my feet.
My stomach twisted. “Oh my God,” I whispered.
The wolf lifted his head.
Golden eyes locked onto mine.
Not yellow. Gold. Bright, burning, almost human.
I should have run. Any sane person would have. But I had spent the last six years of my life learning how to keep bodies alive, and unfortunately, my instincts were broken. When I saw blood, I didn’t think about danger first. I thought about pressure, blood loss, infection, shock. I thought about what would happen if I did nothing.
“Easy,” I said, raising one hand slowly. “I’m not going to hurt you.”
His lips curled back, revealing teeth sharp enough to tear through my throat. A growl rumbled out of him, deep and warning.
“Okay,” I breathed, trying not to sound as terrified as I felt. “Bad start. You’re terrifying. I get it.”
The wolf watched me like he understood every word.
That should have scared me more.
I crouched a few feet away and opened the trauma kit. Gauze. Bandages. Antiseptic. Tourniquet. Nothing useful until I got the trap off. The metal was old, rusted, and cruelly designed, the kind of trap meant to punish whatever stepped into it rather than simply hold it.
“Who did this to you?” I murmured.
The wolf’s ears twitched.
I swallowed and shifted closer on my knees. Rain soaked through the fabric of my scrub pants, but I barely felt the cold. My eyes were on the trap, then the wound, then his teeth, then the trap again. I had one chance to do this without losing a hand.
“I need to open it,” I told him. “Then I can stop the bleeding.”
His golden eyes narrowed.
“You’re not going to bite me, right?”
He bared his teeth again.
“Right. Great. Love the communication.”
I reached for the trap.
He lunged.
A sharp gasp tore from me as I fell backward, one hand slipping against the wet pavement. His teeth snapped inches from my face, close enough that I felt his breath against my skin. For one terrifying second, I couldn’t move. His muzzle hovered near my throat.
He smelled like rain, blood, pine, and something wild enough to make my pulse stumble.
He could kill me.
He knew it.
I knew it.
But he didn’t.
His nostrils flared, and something shifted in his gaze. The rage didn’t disappear. The pain didn’t either. But underneath both was something else, something that made the fine hairs along my arms rise.
Recognition.
Like he knew me.
Which was impossible.
“I’m trying to save you,” I whispered.
The wolf stared at me for another long second before slowly lowering his head. It felt like permission. Or maybe I was losing my mind and assigning human thoughts to a wounded animal because I was cold, exhausted, and running on gas-station coffee.
Either way, I took the chance.
I grabbed the trap with both hands and pushed down on the release spring. Nothing happened. I pushed harder, gritting my teeth as the rusted mechanism refused to move. The wolf’s body trembled, and a rough sound of pain tore from his chest.
“I know,” I said quickly. “I know. I’m sorry.”
My arms burned. My knees dug into the pavement. Rain blurred my vision, and blood slicked my fingers where they gripped the iron. I braced one foot against the ground, put all my weight into it, and shoved with everything I had.
The trap snapped open.
The wolf roared so loudly the sound shook the alley.
I flinched, but there was no time to be scared. His leg came free, and blood poured from the wound immediately, darker and faster than before. I crawled toward him, pressing gauze hard against the torn flesh.
“No, no, no,” I muttered, reaching for the bandage. “Do not bleed out after making me work this hard.”
He snarled.
“Don’t even think about eating me after I just saved your life,” I snapped.
The growl lowered, almost like he was offended.
I wrapped the bandage around his leg as tightly as I could. My hands were covered in his blood by the time I finished, warm and slick against my skin despite the cold rain. Too warm, almost burning.
“That should hold,” I whispered, tying the bandage off. “For now.”
I sat back on my heels, soaked, shaking, and completely out of breath. The wolf watched me. I watched him back. For one ridiculous second, I felt proud.
Then his body convulsed.
I froze. “What—”
Bones cracked.
Not broke.
Shifted.
The wolf’s spine arched, claws scraping against the pavement. His black fur seemed to pull back into skin as his body twisted and changed right in front of me. I scrambled backward, my heart slamming against my ribs, too shocked to scream.
“No,” I whispered. “No, no, no.”
Claws became fingers. Fur became skin. The massive wolf disappeared.
And a man lay naked in the rain.
A very large, very wounded, very naked man.
My brain stopped working.
I stared, even though I knew I shouldn’t. But apparently, when a giant wolf turned into a man in front of me, my medical training took a short vacation. He was beautiful in a terrifying way, with broad shoulders, a hard chest, dark wet hair plastered to his forehead, and scars across golden skin. He looked like something carved from violence and moonlight.
Then his eyes opened.
Gold.
Still gold.
And they were fixed on me.
My breath caught.
His hand shot out and wrapped around my wrist. Heat rushed up my arm so quickly I gasped. His skin was burning hot, his grip strong even though he had lost enough blood to put a normal man into shock.
“Mine,” he rasped.
The word slid through me like a warning.
My stomach dropped. “What did you just say?”
His grip tightened, not painful, but possessive enough to scare me. His gaze moved over my face like he was memorizing it, like I was something he had lost and finally found.
“Mira.”
The world went quiet.
Rain fell around us. Blood washed across the pavement. My pulse beat so loudly I could hear it in my ears.
I had never told him my name.
I pulled against his hold. “Let go of me.”
He didn’t.
The back door slammed open behind us. Light spilled into the alley, and three men rushed out from the clinic entrance. They were all tall, broad, and dangerous-looking, dressed in dark clothes that clung to them in the rain. One stopped dead when he saw the man on the ground.
“Alpha!”
Alpha.
The word hit me like ice water.
The other two looked at me, and their eyes flashed silver.
Not reflected light.
Silver.
One of them growled. “Human.”
My heart climbed into my throat. I yanked harder against the wounded man’s grip. “Okay. I don’t know what kind of cult this is, but I’m leaving now.”
The man pulled me closer.
Even half-dead, he was stronger than me.
“She saved me,” he said.
His voice was rough, deep, and full of command. The men froze like his words were law. Like he was law.
I looked down at him, my breath shaky. “What are you?”
His mouth curved faintly. Not a smile. Something darker. Something dangerous.
“I am Kael Draven,” he said. “Alpha of the Blackpine Pack.”
My chest tightened.
Pack.
Alpha.
Wolf.
No. This was not real. This could not be real.
“This is impossible,” I whispered.
Kael’s thumb brushed over the inside of my wrist, right where my pulse was racing. His eyes darkened, and something forbidden twisted low in my stomach before I could stop it.
“Impossible or not,” he said, his voice rough as gravel, “you belong to me now.”
My blood turned cold.
I should have screamed. I should have run. I should have done anything except feel that strange, dangerous heat bloom in my chest when he touched me.
One of the men stepped forward. “Alpha, we need to move. Hunters are close.”
Hunters.
My eyes snapped up. “What hunters?”
Kael’s gaze never left mine.
“The ones who set that trap,” he said. “And now that you have my blood on your hands, little doctor…”
His grip tightened just enough to make my breath hitch.
“They will come for you too.”
The alley spun around me.
I had gone outside to save a wounded animal.
Instead, I had saved an Alpha.
And somehow, I had just ruined my entire life.