Falling for His Human Mate

We were predestined

Following three days and nights were not less than a nightmare. The revelation did shatter me but also made me realize that it is the planning of the Creator that truly matters, it doesn’t matter how we decide or when we decide, the real power of decision lies before Him, we can just pray and hope that His decisions turn out to be only best for us which they are true. I have experienced the most amazing and extraordinary feelings in my life, when I saw him, I got to get close to him, I touched him and I gave myself up to him but this horrific reality that has hit me lately, I am just unable to understand the logic and the reasoning that lies behind the designed fate. I hope I get it before I lose hope.

March is about to end and the days are getting shinier and brighter with time. It’s only getting harder for me to find happiness or comfort in anything.

“Mariane, honeypot I need to talk to you, we need to talk please” Mama came interrupting my broken thoughts

“What is it that you want to tell me, does it matter now mama?”

“It does, maybe you will find a ray of light after hearing this. I have been trying for a long to tell you about this but I was afraid of how you would react to it. I was afraid you would consider your parents at fault”

“Then tell me now, I guess now I’m up for anything whether it makes sense or not, spell it out”

“I and your father, we met in college and the moment we saw each other, we fell in love with each other. My parents were also protective of me regarding the werewolves’ thing in town. They thought I should be better off without a partner lest it’s a werewolf. But when they found out that I have chosen a normal human being, they didn’t waste time and got us married. Will’s parents welcomed me warmly. We lived in this house for a while, and then I got pregnant with you. After nine months, when you were born, we took you to a seer to know whether you are safe here or not. The seer predicted that you will be chosen by a werewolf someday. We got scared and decided to leave town for your good. But we didn’t know that we couldn’t change fate. We were destined to come here. You were destined to be here. I don’t know what you are going through but I want to assure you that whatever happens, we will support you, and we will make sure you’re safe”

“Mama, this whole thing is making sense to me now somehow, why didn’t you tell me before?”

“I was a scared honeypot, but I should have not waited for all this to happen to you”

“You couldn’t save me mama no matter how hard you tried, I’m in love, and just according to the prediction I have gone insanely in love with a werewolf. I didn’t know that before but he revealed it to me and I left him. I got scared mama”

“Come here, it is okay, don’t be afraid, it will be alright, we are here”

“I don’t know what to do mama, I can’t leave him now but how would I be able to live with this fact?”

“Sometimes we have to make tough decisions in life honey, but we know it in our hearts if those decisions are going to have us a better future. You need to listen to your heart if this decision is providing you with love, protection, and care as your father has always made sure to provide me; then I think you should not challenge your fate. Take your time; things will turn out to be in your favor I promise”

“I hope they will mama”

“I love you, sweetie”

“I love you to mama”

She gave me a tight cozy hug and then left the room. I couldn’t get out of the pit that I dug up myself even if I tried so hard to get out. I gathered up the courage and decided to face him. I went up the hill through the forest; I knew I would find him there. He was right there as if he knew I was coming. He turned his head, looked at me, and gestured to join him. I went and sat with him. We sat silent for quite some time. Then he spoke

“My father was the alpha of our pack. He was the strongest of them all. The whole pack was waiting for him to find his mate and inherit a boy to lead the pack. But my father dishonored the whole pack when he refused to choose from the pack instead approached my mother, who was a normal human. He was disgraced and removed from the pack. My parents left the town and came here to Townville to live in harmony with the rest. After a year, I was born but my parents were rendered unluckiest to have a cursed child. I was born half-human and a half-werewolf. When they went to predict my fate, the seer told them that I will live my entire life under the spell of constraint till I find my true love. I’m not like other werewolves who can change their form on their will; I’m restricted to remain a wolf under the full moon. I was destined to become a werewolf only under one condition if I would find my true love, only then I would be able to outcast this spell. I had been trying for a long to find one but I couldn’t. The day you were going to arrive here, I sensed you already. From that day, I have been watching you. Everything you do, everywhere you go, I was with you. I have been trying to get to you. You didn’t come here by chance. You didn’t fall in love with me by chance. It was predestined Mariane, we were destined to be here. I was afraid to tell you this before. Maybe I was checking you if you are strong enough to survive with me. And you proved yourself. You are way too strong than you think. I couldn’t force you to stay with me, but I assure you if you are up for this, I’ll be freed and then I can spend the rest of my life as a human with you. I’ll always protect you. But if you have made your mind otherwise, then I’ll just let you go and live this condemned life for your good only. The decision is yours”

“I didn’t know the importance of to be in love, in possession, in care, in protection until I found you. I have seen a lot of relationships around me friendships, relationships, they truly are something but this, in which we are residing right now it is not something it’s everything for me, trust me. This all makes sense now. You make sense now. Our love makes sense now”

Mark stood static waiting for my final response, his eyes were filled were tears, he was breathing heavily like his heart would burst out, he was standing on the urge of life and I couldn’t risk losing him.

He came up to me and hugged me like his whole universe was absorbed into me. I could feel the warmth of his breath in that cold night. He placed his nose above mine, his hands on my neck, his eyes were closed then he kissed me on the forehead. Suddenly his hands which were always warm turned cold, that full moon tattoo which was, in fact, the cursed mark, went away. Mark looked at and smiled. My pensive moment made its way again through the night for the second time.

That stillness before the dawn, the comfort encapsulated in his arms, the cold night with the burning souls craving for a perfect life, it's all there, all you need is to believe in your fate, the planning of your Creator for He plans the best for you.