I walked with Stella into the cave and realized how different it was when you’re on the other side of the situation. I looked at him lying in the body of water, lifeless. ‘Oh god.’ I was choking up. It was heart-wrenching to see him like this. ‘Logan, you will need to do everything I say so that we can try and heal Crispen, okay?’ I nod. She takes my hand and places it on his chest. ‘You are going to feel a rush of energy surging in your body. It might seem a bit uncomfortable at times. You need to power through it and never take your hand off of his chest.’ I listened to her words, but I was trying much harder to be strong right now instead of falling apart like I wanted to. ‘What is that going to do?’ I ask her, in all seriousness. ‘We need to restart his heart, it’s barely beating, a

