THE HAND THAT GIVES, THE HEART THAT BLEEDS

HOPE pov Hope, my name is HOPE and that's because the only thing I have left in life, the only thing that kept me pushing on is Hope. Just three months ago I was in hiding, hiding from the world, from bad people and also doing my deeds , while thinking I smile looking at myself in the mirror, the people I met in the last three months are great, loving, kind and truthful, they are innocent but little did they know life is far pass been innocent The world I came from is evil "Only the strong ones shall live" where it is survival of the fittest, I remembered laughing at my past, I can never forget that till my last breath how can I ? Moving away from the mirror, I looked outside through my window at the children's playground to see how happy playing and care free the kids are did that ever happen to me yes did it last NO Life doesn't go as planned, moving away from the window, I move out of my room and to rub minds with my children Yes my children, that's what I call them but they were never mine by blood, I smile at the thought blood I love the with all my heart, I sit down calling my maid to bring them in "Maria!!!" She rushed in sweating "Why are you sweating?" I ask with curiosity while rasing an eyebrow " M- me and the children were playing hide and hmm seek " "Are you kidding me ?" I asked smiling "hide and seek ? " She nod slowly "Get them for me now " Hide and seek, a deadly game of thrones Only the strong ones shall live *******"**"******************* LATER In the EVENING Hope pov My life routine has always been the same, wake up, work, cry, play and talk with my children and sleep am so f****d up you know Am in my room looking at the fifteen pictures on the wall, I can't still believe I did what I did, but I did what has to be done Everytime I look at myself in the mirror I curse the day I was born But life is full of regrets Life sucks Moving away from the pictures , I can remember the way I stabbed him in the heart "no no no no not now" I hate memories, f*****g stupid I went to my table and brought out my diary, that I titled "The hand that gives" to write more about my f****d up day , funny hun , I have nobody to share my pain with and my time kept running away I hope someday before I leave I will be able to give someone to publish it out for people that are outside that are like me Don't blame people without knowing them , it hurts when I think of my past , that smiling face mask I want to put on again Don't judge people by there cover some are literally naked One day, someday I wish, I wish,I wish I can put it on once again Standing up to use my drugs, it been a long day Let's get some rest and tomorrow I can get to the important meeting that I have Only the strong ones shall live . 6 months to go sorry guys it a short chapter but do you enjoy it #?????Hey guys this is the first chapter vote, comment and share to others please I Love you All ??? ??????????????