CH:3 Panic Attacks

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Annie p.o.v "What? Pregnant!!!" The doctor drops a bomb on my head. "No, No!!! It can not be, I can not be pregnant." I panicked again looking at his face, I want the doctor to say that it's all a lie. "No, Doctor. Please, I can not... how can I be pregnant with a man who betrayed me." I said in deep grief and pain. I was thinking about Charles, a deep pain covered my heart remembering the scene in the hotel!!! My heart shattered into thousands of pieces again, I start crying and screaming like crazy. The doctor sitting beside me tried to calm me down, he grabbed my hand rubbing it, he tried to hug me to control my panic. I felt like nothing will work for me, my face covered in painful tears, my hairs scattered on my face. The doctor then moved away from me, he let me cry my heart out, he let me sob on my loose. I don't know!!! For how long I cried but after some time my cried get silenced by my sobs and hiccups. The doctor was still there he was sitting silently watching me calm down. Due to continuously crying my throat felt sore, I felt much pain in the left side of my face when the pain was unbearable, I look in the direction of him. "Doc..Do. It..hu hurt. Hurts, " I said in between my sobs, he then stands up from his seat moved outside of the room. The doctor comes back with a tray of bandages along with a glass of water, he gave the glass to me. I drank the water in one gulp like I was thirsty for years, he then let the hairs out from my face tucking them behind my ear, then he wipes out all the tears from my face. He took an injection from the tray then injected into my arm, he was so quiet and calm doing his work. My tears were stopped now only my little sobs erupted from my mouth, he then again sits on his seat. "Miss. Annie, I can understand that it is very painful for you, but you consider yourself lucky that you didn't get much affected by the acid. I saw way worse cases than yours. I am a doctor but a human also I can feel that there is something more to your story. It is not only the pain of acid, I watch the pain of heartbreak in your eyes." He said in detail like he was reading my face like an open book, I watched him for some time then said, "Ho. How.did you know?" I feel a bit relieved after the injection, I feel my nerves calm down but my tongue was stuttering the words. "Annie, I can feel it because I also go through it..." He said his eyes show a glint of the pain but he covered it. "Miss. Annie, let me tell you about your condition right now, After that we will discuss how to handle everything, okay?" He asked I nodded my head in agreement, "Miss. Annie, I was there when the man attacked you!!! I saw everything with my eyes. The good thing is that the acid didn't burn all your face. It is because you were wearing a veil that has a material of some silicon in it, it prevented you all face from the burn but I am sorry!!! It is painful to inform you that the left side of your face is affected much, also when he attached!!! You instantly turn your face away so it didn't get into your eyes the left cheek side and neck side is burned." He said explaining it to me, I was just listening to him. The thing running on my mind is that I want to watch my face. He breathes then start again, "We are treating your wounds, I was there as a doctor it was my responsibility so I immediately run towards you then put the cold water on your face, then I get to you here in the hospital. It is a police case!!! Miss. Annie, I didn't inform your family because I thought it can be anyone doing this to you." He said I was surprised at his outburst, that's why my mom and dad didn't come to see me... "Miss. Annie, your wounds will be healed in time but that is not worse, as I told earlier I saw much worst cases. But there is one thing we are worried about..." He said then paused in his mid-sentence, I look towards him in a questioned manner, "It is the thing that you are getting panic attacks from the time you were admitted in here, I want to ask if you get them earlier?" He asked from me, I shook my head in no manner. "Okay, Annie. I want to tell you, please!!! Be calm, it is not good for your baby, it is also not good for your own health." He said, my eyes welled up listening about the baby. "Can you tell me, How many of these I spent here?" I asked in a much calmer tone, "It's been three weeks, You were out of consciousness for two days when you get admitted here, after that when you get your sense back every time you get a panic attack. So we have to drug you to keep you away from harm yourself." He said, my tears rolled down from my eyes, why Charles? Why did you do this to me? It's our baby in my womb!!! I was the happiest woman if this thing happened with me a month ago, but now it's only hurt, suffering!!! It's only the pain that they gave to me. "My baby is alright?" I asked in a painful manner, the doctor smiled a little. "Yes, Miss. Annie, your baby is all fine. The baby is for six weeks, so you have to be very careful about it..." He said I nodded my head. At this time my mind is not working properly as I was feeling dosey but I have to think about all this... I have to get out of here, I have to be a strong woman not for myself, but now I have a reason to live. I want to be dead of I was alone!!! But the little angel in my womb. It's not the fault of the baby, I can not abort it because I want my baby to come into this world. I thought about it for a second then look towards the doctor. "Doctor, I am feeling sleepy. Can we talk tomorrow?" I asked he nodded his head then stand up from the seat, he said. "I saw a strong woman in you, take care of yourself." He said then get out of my room, I watched him go out then I had on my bed, I put my hand on my belly to feel a presence in it, but I felt nothing... It will take time!!! I thought. What the doctor told me, it was so much to handle at this time... But I have to do something!!! I have to be strong, I have to face the world. I have to take my revenge from every single one of them, they ruined my life. I will not be them happily that easy, they will pay for it... What they have done with me!!! Every one of them will pay for their betrayal.
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