******when you see this it will be the dark content i mentioned it will be at the beginning and the end if you don't want to read it**************
Sandy's POV
i heard Sam groan on the floor after about an hour of being passed out. i stayed with him. contemplating on my predicament.
"uhhhhhhhgggg. i feel.... i feel.... actually i feel fine. healed me?" he asked after feeling on his body and looking at me.
"yea i need you to take me to Mary and Terrence. i have some apologies to make." i said blushing rubbing the back of my neck. sams eyes glazed over he looked like he was linking some one.
"we will here in about 10 min. im having one of the omegas bring you a change of clothes. she will put them in the locker room where you got that outfit.
10 min later i was dressed. i had to say this time was very revealing with clothing. last time i was given clothes they were much more conservative than this. it left almost nothing to the imagination. i had on some dark blue jeans as they called them and a black tank top. i mean we were in a southern hemisphere im assuming it was always hot outside. i came out dressed and looked at Sam.
" we are going to be doing that regular like im going to give you some fighting training. but for now alpha wishes to speak with you." Sam said.
i nodded in response i knew i had to face the music. while i had not done any thing wrong they did deserve the rest of the explanation. i held my fist to my chest. i had this horrible gut feeling that wouldn't go away when i thought about telling any one else just how i was punished. but there was no helping it. i had to face those words and say them out loud.
i followed Sam to the pack house from the gym. it wasn't far a brisk 15 min walk around the corner. we entered the house and that gut feeling came back quickly but i shoved it down deep. we ascended the stairs and went to the back of the hallway and it dead ended into a room. this was where the smell of masculinity came from i could smell all the previous alphas in this room. Terrence was from a long line of alphas. i could smell it in his blood and in the dust particles in this room. there was little pieces of them selves each one left behind. it was strange i don't know why it was almost like i could smell all the histories here.
i locked eyes with Terrence first who held a sniffling Mary in his arms. a frown on his face. his wolf was close to the surface. i had upset his mate. Mary looked at me next and i felt the guilt well up in me for making such a happy creature sad.
" i would like to apologize to you both for my rudeness these last few days. Mary i have an explanation if you would like to hear it, you may all 3 stay for this. take out the recording box Mary." i said taking a seat across from terry. he didn't speak just kept a close watch on me. Mary took it out and it started recording again.
********* warning Mature content if you are under 18 and/or don't like dark tales that mention/ or imply r**e then dont read******** look for the astrics* at the end and you will get the jist of what happened.**************
i reached out my hand and gestured for alpha to hand me his arm. he stood up and showed me the jewel. i could help the tears that welled up in my eyes. and the bile that rose in my throat at the mere touch of it, because of those emotions it stirred within me.
" 500 years ago the world was different back then. what i did wondering off to look for my mother was unheard of. typically woman were supposed to be very submissive. we were supposed to be all about finding ones mate and having as many pups as possible. typically it was deadly for woman to be rouges back then, you were found out faster, and more often than not you were accused of being a witch, rather than a shifter. i managed to keep my travels under wraps to the majority of the public, by telling non magic folk that i was traveling to my brothers, in some off distant land, because his wife was having a baby. people thought it strange but woman had certain duties in those days and family was family so no one questioned it.
except my supposed father figure. i guess he went searching for answers. where i had come from who my parents were. i don't know why he did it but the moment he found out who my father was he changed how he saw me. i was no longer the little girl in braids he raised. i was something far more sinister in his mind. when he returned and found his wife dead his son spun the tale about how i simply stood there and watched as they murdered Jennifer. about how i was completely useless. i remember crying and turning to leave the room, after that i woke up in a strange place my chest had crude cloth stitches in it.
i felt so weak. and there was my tormenter. i asked him what he did to me." i took a deep breath i let the tears fall. mary came around a kneeled next to me and held my hand.
" he said -"
FLASH BACK
" i just did something to make you a little more compliant. see this?" Jason held up his arm. "this give me complete control over your life." he dangled the glowing jewel in front of me." don't bother trying to take it from me. it will only come off if i will the jewel to switch owners."
"father i don't-" i looked around the strange room there was a man in a bird mask who had blood drenched cloth gloves on. he was leaving. " i don't understand, what did you do to me?"
" that man opened up your chest and put something in it to help me make you compliant. you see your lack of action cost me my mate. Adams mother. the woman who i was supposed to spend the rest of my life with!" he yelled in my face i coward. he had never spoken to me like this, and i felt so vulnerable,and weak. and then he kicked me in the ribs after ripping me off the table, and i felt pain. that was when i knew he had found a way to betray me. the man who raised me, my father figure, no longer saw me with any more love than his son did.
END FLASH BACK
" after that he delighted in coming in to my room and torturing me physically. kicks, punches, i tried to fight him off but when ever i would raise my arms my chest would constrict and it was like i couldn't breath. so i learned to just take the beatings. at first, i was busted down to lowly omega and charged with cleaning the house. the whole pack took delight in beating me when ever they could the bitches in particular likes to turn it into a 15 against one fight really quickly. and goddess forbid i scratched any of them up.
i made that mistake once. he told me i would be taking her place in his bed, if her face didn't heal right. when i looked into his eyes, i saw he was serious. i prayed to the moon goddess, and i prayed hard, that she would healed up just fine but, Jason and Adam, from then on noticed how uncomfortable i was when they looked me up and down. i could smell their lust from a mile away and they knew it, and delighted in forcing me into uncomfortable situations. but they never took it to far...at first.
one night i had made my decision to leave it wasn't that hard i had done it before right? i could survive on my own. i just had to wait for night time when Jason would drink to much and pass out after finishing under one of his and Adams shared sluts. if only i had known...
i made my way down my stairs and stepped on a squeaky board at the bottom. i winced and looked into Jason's room who thankfully left the door open. there he was with 2 blondes under the covered all pile sleeping. GROSS. he was still snoring thankfully though.
i continued my trek down the 2 stair cases and weaved my way through the drunken idiots passed out on the floor Adam was one of them. i silently made my way out side and started to run but was caught by the patrol. they had came in to the house to change shift and caught me leaving. they called for Jason. who said despite my punishments i evidently didn't know how to submit to a true alpha rule. he dismissed the patrol men. he started counting which i took as my cue to run. i turned and ran, i ran hard unable to shift for some reason. but he had shifted i could feel him nipping at my heels.
i made it to a boulder i started to climb it. at some point he had shifted back into his human form grabbed my ankle and hurled me back to the ground. after pinning my hands above my head he tied them with that infernal, red fabric i couldn't break. and forcing my legs open in one swift thrust he stole my virtue and opened up a whole world of pain and torment. had his way with me. i don't remember how long he took but, it was well into the evening when he finished, and told me if i ever ran again, it would be much worse.
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i let out a breath i had been holding.it was ragged and it came in pants. i was trying not to have a full break down. i squeezed Mary's hand hard. trying to not break her fingers.
"take a breath." terry said and hit pause. frozen in place i was no longer with Mary. i was stuck there with him. his disgusting, hot, moist breath on my neck. that wreaked of alcohol. his rough dirty hands all over my breasts. how my knees hurt when he flipped me and it was on sharp jagged rocks. bark dug into my back from where he flung me into a tree.
"i can feel him" i said my mind in a haze i knew this had happened already it was like being lost in a fog and every few feet it replays a memory and forces you to watch.
" hunny listen to me he's not here any more." i could hear Mary but it was like she was speaking another language. i couldn't understand her and i couldn't see her. but it was clearly her voice right?
"sandy, come back to Mary." it was terry his voice was so clear.
"Follow the sound of my voice, come back to Mary." the fog started to clear away and suddenly i was back in terry's office.
"what just happened?"i asked tears had dried on my face leaving streaks of white.
" i think you had a break from reality hunny." Mary said looking over my face concerned. there was a chair that looked charred in the corner.
"Me?" i asked sheepishly.
"well yes but given what you were trying to recall, lets be thankful it wasn't worse." terry said.
"that's not all of the story." i said.
"well we will revisit this story later. over the next few weeks you will be working on getting you up to proper weight and get you a work out schedule so you can get your strength back. then a request has been made of you." terry said walking back around and sitting at his desk.
"request from who?"i asked with a raised eyebrow.
"the council, something of a ruling body for us beings of magic." he said looking over a fax. and handed it to me.
"what do they want?" i asked looking at the paper and crossing my arms.
"they want to throw a ball in your honor." terry said.