FATED

Loudest Silence

Jungkook's POV

It was quite late, I woke up on my bed

uggh..!!!

my head felt so heavy. Suddenly all the memories from previous night came rushing by, 'Lucy' I tried getting down from my bed, but someone held me, making me sit on the bed, "kook relax sit down" it was namjoon hyung.

"hyung Lucy, I need to go to her.. But.. but.

I don't understand, I was with her last night, when did I even come here? My head.. Aarghhh" I felt dizzy..

"kook she is okay, I brought you here, before anything have this medicine, you will feel better" he consoled. "noo hyung I need to got get Lucy" I protested. "she gave this medicine kook, have it" he smiled.

I immediately took the medicine, gulping it down with water.

"freshen up kook, Lisa is making porridge" he continued "and, we will talk about everything later" he left the room, closing the door behind him.

Still with the heart filled with rejection, I moved towards the bathroom, to complete my duties.

I finished getting a steam bath, as I wore sweatpants and a loose tshirt, going down to join joon hyung and Lisa.

We sat quietly, as I ate the porridge, my mind filled with images of her crying!

"kook" joon hyung interrupted my thoughts, "yes hyung" I looked at him.

"Lucy called us, to pick you up from her dorm, she said you sat at her door whole night" he questioned.

"it was my fault hyng, I had to suffer" I looked down.

"won't she forgive me hyung?" my voice cracked, as I looked at joon hyung with hopes.

" I donno kook, she didn't even talk to Lisa bout you" he smile faintly.

"Lisa.." I broke down, Lisa and joon hugged me.

"you went too far oppa, I haven't seen this side of her's" she patted my back.. "will you not try oppa, to win over her again!?" she looked at me, into my eyes..

"yes, I will keep fighting until she forgives me" I was sure!

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Third person's POV

Three days after the night of confession!

5pm, At the University

All the friends were sitting in the cafeteria, joking and laughing. Namjoon and Lisa were busy staring at each other, yoongi, jimin, hoseok were playing some stupid online game, as tae and Lucy were talking.

Jungkook arrived at the cafeteria, but what he saw broke his heart, 'tae held Lucy by her waist, as she had one of her hands on his chest and other around his neck', with everyone cheering around them.

Jungkook saw Lucy blushing as she moved away!

He turned around as he wiped his tears, and then walked upto them..

Jungkook: hey guys!

All : hey kook..

Tae: you came now! Why so late?

Jungkook: missed you guys, so thought of dropping by!

'Lucy greeted me, isn't she angry' kook thought..

Jimin: cool koo, sit, I will order banana milk for you!

Tae: and a chocolate cake for my Lu too chimchim!

Jimin nodded as he went to order.

Lucy kept talking to tae, laughing, scrolling f*******: together.. Kook wasn't angry anymore, all he felt was guilty, as if he lost her!

He looked at Lucy, as she lovingly ate her cake!

'how could I be so heartless to make her cry' he thought!

Jungkook chuckled, as he saw smeared cream on Lucy's lips, as he was about to wipe it off, but taehyung used his thumb wiping off the cream!

He couldn't take the pain anymore!

"I gotta go guys" he left without anymore words.

"he is hurt so much, why do we need to do this" Lucy said with wet eyes.

" he needs to understand your worth lu, he needs to understand how much he loves you and how bad of a person he has been" Lisa consoled!

" our plan is already a hit, kook is already guilty enough!" jimin said proudly!

Everyone smiled, except Tae, it was too much for him to bear!

Jungkook's POV

I couldn't see someone else taking care of her, she.. she... She IS my Lucy.. Maybe she WAS my Lucy.. I felt tears rolling down my eyes.

Wasn't it my fault, I made her cry so much!

I made her feel dirty..

I put my hands on another woman, feeling her up, though I had no emotions attached, but could I tolerate the same if Lucy did so!

Well, I couldn't bear Lucy talking to tae, and today when I saw her being held at her waist, could I accept it?

Could I accept the cream smeared on the corner of her lips being rubbed by tae's thumb?

I felt myself breaking down, little by little!

Have I lost her? Have I lost her even before I could express my feeling for her? Have I lost her even before I could say I love her!

I didn't realise when I reached the park, walking.. I had left my bike back at college.

I changed into my wolf form, to heal my heart!

I ran into the woods deeper.. I didn't wanna look back! I wanted to be numb, devoid of any feelings!

I howled, looking at the moon!

Why am I loosing myself so much!

I sat below a old tree, curling up..

* alpha jungkook, did you loose* I heard my inner wolf!

'yes.. I lost her..' I answered..

*I thought you love her* I heard him smirking..

'I do.. I do damn it' I growled..

* so you will let tae take her.. Won't you even apologise * he asked..

'no no.. I won't let anyone take her away from me.. I will apologise, making sure she forgives me' I said with confidence..

*isn't this the true alpha* my inner wolf smirked..

I have to apologise, do everything possible.. I have to tell her what she means to me!

Lucy's POV

*Morning*

Another day, another day without talking to him!

Another day.. Hurting him..

Will he even understand my importance? Whatever we are doing, is it even worth it?

"luuuucyyyyy... Come outttt... We are getting lateeee" I heard tae and Lisa shouting from outside..

"cominggggg" I replied, rushing out of the dorm!!

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To be continued..

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