JAZZ
I really don't wanna drag Seb into this. I don't want him to suffer along with me. Yun ang dahilan kung bakit ko siya iniiwasan. Isa pa, I can't bear to be around other people as of now. Kahit yung taong nagtyaga na mapangiti ulit ako pa yun.
Although I admit. I kinda miss him. Oo na, I really do miss him.
Minsan, pinipigilan ko lang talaga ang sarili ko na kausapin siya. Alam mo yung feeling na amidst everything that happened, isang tao lang ang gusto mong takbuhan? Gusto mong makita, gusto mong makausap?
I admit na si Seb lang talaga yung kilala ko na kayang magcomfort sa'kin sa panahon na 'to. But I simply can't be with him right now. I don't want him to see me like this.
He's so perfect that he doesn't deserve me like this. Deserve niya makasama yung ako na masaya. Yung ako
