I slowly released a long breath when I was left alone. I slumped myself on the bed. Our conversation exhausted me. I closed my eyes and draped my arms over my face. "How can this be so f****d up?!" I uttered to myself. My head is reeling with everything that has just unraveled in front of my eyes tonight. I shivered when I realized what I had gotten myself into. First, I am married to a dominant. He may have stopped doing it, but does it change anything? Well, maybe it did. At least I know that he won't suddenly drag me into that room. Or would he? I winced in fear upon remembering what I saw there. All those toys and s****l paraphernalia... All of them proved how real this is. An image of myself bound on that four-poster bed appeared inside my mind while Devin is hitting me with a whi

