LIFE TO DEATH

3. BALBINA ALANZO

HE REJECTED ME...

Alpha King Leonardo Marceliono is my mate.I can't believe it. It's unbelievable. The moon god pairs me with the great, dangerous Alpha King Leonardo Marceliono. I can't describe my expression. I don't know how to feel now. At the moment, I feel happy and scared. I'm really happy that the moon goddess decided to show me my mate. At the same time, I'm scared because my mate is not just a normal human and wolf. I heard so many things about him. He is a dangerous, ruthless, heartless Alpha king. He won't show any sympathy when it comes to war. He rules his pack very perfectly. He won't accept any silly mistakes. He wants everything perfect. Kindness, soft-heartedness, and gentleness are not his characters. He will handle everything roughly and won't show mercy or humanity to his enemy. So, I don't know what he thinks about mates.

This was the first time I saw his face. He looked so handsome. He is clean-cut, attractive, and looks so powerful. He had built his body very well. The first thing that I noticed was his size. You don't get in that shape without spending a lot of time in a gym. He is muscular. His sense of clothing is so high. The suit that he wears looks so mature and perfectly matches him. I really appreciate the designer. I don't know how long I was shamelessly checking him out. When I saw his eyes, I knew he was also shamelessly checking me out. I feel so shy when he stares at me like that. He didn't even stop staring me.

Both of us forget about our surroundings. Everyone in the hall looked at us in confusion. They really don't know what is going on between the Alpha King and me. Some of them whispered to each other about what was going on here. At that time, I realized that I and the Alpha King were not alone. We just lose ourselves with the mate bonds. Our scent and the mate bond only occupy us. Suddenly, the atmosphere changed into seriousness when my mate looked up at me in disgust. I don't know why he suddenly looked like that. Just now, he looked at me lovingly. The loving look melts me, and I'm on cloud nine. But these looks make me feel something bad feeling in my heart. I don't know why he suddenly changed from loving to irritating.

My wolf is in an excited mood. She is just blabbering nonsense. "MATE! MATE! MATE!. He is our mate. Our own Mate. We finally met him. The moon goddess finally blessed us with our mate. He looks so HOT! Balbina, from now onwards, we are going to have family members. And we are going to create our own family. We are going to have so many pups with him. Our own blood. We are going to be a happy and big family. Finally, our dream came true." she jumped with joy. "Yes, Ella. I know that our happiness has no boundaries. From now on, we will build our own family with our mates. Our loneliness will disappear." I said. Before I continued to speak with my wolf, suddenly the Alpha King asked my name.

"Tell me your name, title of your position, and your pack name." he asked me. His voice was so rough and clear. There was surely no sweetness in his voice. He was looking dangerously at me. I could see in his eyes that there could be no patience. "Speak! Are you dumped? Our mate asked our name, the title of our position, and our pack name. Tell him proudly who we are. He was eagerly waiting to know our names." My wolf screamed. I ignored her and told him my name. "My name is Balbina Alanzo, the Alpha Queen of the White Claw Pack." I said. After hearing me, my mate didn't think twice before he said the word that would shatter me and my wolf into a million pieces. We didn't expect that.

"I am Leonardo Marceliono, the Alpha King of the Blood Rose Pack, reject Balbina Alanzo, the Alpha Queen of the White Claw Pack, as my mate and Luna of my pack." he said straightly, looking at my eyes without blinking his eyes. After he rejected me, he walk out from there without looking back at me. I couldn't move and without blinking my eyes I saw the direction that he walk out. I saw him until he disappeared from there. My body stays still. My brain didn't function. I'm blankly staring at him. "REJECTION! Our mate rejects us. Balbina It's paining. I feel like someone ripped my heart into a million pieces. WHY! WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE, BALBINA ALANZO?" My wolf yelled and cried in pain. I feel numb. My heart pain. My body is on fire. I can not handle the pain. I don't know when my eyes started watering. I felt like someone was tearing me into a million pieces like my wolf said. My whole body is sweating. I didn't expect the rejection.

I know he is cruel and ruthless when ruling and handling the packs, but I didn't expect he would be this extremely heartless man. Did he have a heart? The moon goddess made a big mistake by making me become a mate of the ruthless alpha. What is the main reason he rejected his own mate, who was gifted by the moon goddess? I have to do something. I can't live like this. Without a mate, a she-wolf can't survive in this world. Moreover, a she-wolf will suffer more than a male wolf when they are rejected. In some cases, when a male wolf rejects the she-wolf, the she-wolf will die because they can't handle the rejection. So, in this world, every male or female must accept their fated mate that is chosen by the moon goddess. But I don't know why he rejected me. I can't think properly.

As an Alpha King, he knows very well about the rules and regulations that were made by the moon goddess. But now he is the one who didn't follow the rules that were made by the moon goddess. At that moment, I stood there blankly without knowing what to do next. Suddenly, I flinched when someone touched my shoulder. "Alpha Queen, are you alright?" my beta asked me with a soft voice. I turned around and saw her face. She sympathizes with me. She pitied me for my rejection. I can see that through her eyes. And at that time, I realized I'm not alone here. I'm surrounded by the Aplhas and Betas from other packs.

Some alphas and betas look shocked because of the rejection that happened in front of them, and some of them feel sympathy and pitied towards me for my rejection. I also can hear some of them whispering among them about my situation. Now everyone knows that the ruthless Alpha King rejected his fated Mate, who was chosen by the moon goddess. Suddenly, I feel suffocated by my surroundings. I don't want anyone's sympathy for me, and I don't want anyone gossiping about me. My wolf is already weak from the rejection, and now the people around me are making the situation worse. "ENOUGH! ENOUGH! ENOUGH!" I screamed. When I screamed, the whole building shook. After my outburst, everyone around me moved back from their place with fear. I can see from their faces that they are afraid of me. Even my own beta is also afraid of me.

I can't control my emotions. I don't know how to control my emotions. So I did the one thing that I commonly do when I get angry or sad. I started breaking everything that was around me. I don't care about anything or anyone. People around me look startled when they realize what I'm doing. "Why is the moon goddess doing this to me? I lost my parents at a young age. I live my life all alone without my parents. I dream about a loving mate and want to start a big family with my mate. I dream about having six children with my mate, but everything is ruined and destroyed by the moon goddess. Did the moon goddess curse me? I have lived my whole life without love and family. What is the mistake I made? I have no one around me." I cried and destroyed everything around me without caring about the people.

"Stop Balbina. Stop. Just give me control. Please just shift. We can't stay here. We have to run away from here. If we stay here any longer, we will face a big problem. So, let's run away from here." my wolf said in a soft tone. I stopped everything immediately after I heard her voice. I know she is broken beyond repair inside, but she still cares about me. This is why I love her so much. As she said, I have run from here. This place is suffocating for both of us. The scents of our mate are still around us. So, without thinking anything or anyone about my surroundings, I shift into my wolf form. Everyone gasped when I shifted into my wolf form. I ignored them and ran from there.

TODAY IS MY WORST DAY. I'M HURT AND BROKEN.