Alisa
I was certain Drey would not come back for the night, but a part of me that wished he would change his mind and come back in my arms, that part of me made me stay awake, drenching my pillow in my own tears as I awaited him.
I loved him yet I had managed to hurt him so much. I should have listened when he refused the first time, I should have known doing this would hurt him, yet I had selfishly gone after my own desires, instead of putting him first.
I turned to lay on my back and winced at the pain as my sore ass touched the comforter. I deserved that. For putting Drey through so much, I deserved that and a lot more. I was tempted to reach behind to see just how hurt I was, but I didn't. No matter how much pain I felt, it probably could not compare to the pain Drey must have fel
