Me and My Alpha Mate

Planning for the worse

2 days after Maia died I had to organize for her Funeral it was gonna be f*****g hard especially seeing my brother, my parents and hers broken

But before i could do any arrangements I had a run in with Reginald.

Flashback

Reg comes into Abel's room while i'm getting Abel up and ready for day care and tells me to get everything done and he doesn't want nothing to do with the kids or the funeral then has cheek walk away the f**k does he think he is. I yell out to Yasmin Emmett's Mate to take over to get Abel ready and take him to day care, I then i walk out after him.

EXCUSE ME I MAY BE YOUR f*****g BABY SISTER REGINALD BUT I'M ALSO YOUR ALPHA AND QUEEN DIPSHIT BUT DON'T YOU EVER USE THAT TONE ON ME OR DISRESPECT ME AGAIN.

AND WHAT THE f**k REGINALD THEY ARE YOUR KIDS AND WIFE

I DON'T f*****g CARE he says back

as i follow him outside where everyone is including Jackson and his pack

GRRRRRR DON'T YOU f*****g WALK AWAY FROM ME YOU DICKHEAD.

then he turns towards me a few steps away from me and starts snarling. COME AT ME THEN BIG BROTHER i say and he shifts then runs at me but i duck and punch him in the guts, He whimpers then he keeps trying again and again so i grab him and threw him. i wanted to put some sense into him and i didn't want to hurt him but i know it will turn out badly after all we are off the Black blood line.

Totally forgetting that i'm pregnant i shift, Arti starts to snarl and growl making everyone back way, but our stupid brothers comes at us i had enough and hit him straight into the side and pinned him down then out of no where Emmett and Lucas come running out and nudge us away from each other and but Reginald takes off into the forest.

I shift back

FUUUUUCCCCCK!!!! i start to growl and shake with my fist into balls, Motherfucker!

what the f**k happen, asked Emmett and Lucas

so i told them through mind link between us

i looked at them and they just shook their heads.

AIDEN!!

Sup sis

Go and check him out the f*****g i***t

while i go and sort every f*****g thing out.

I felt Jackson eye's on me and i looked over but rolled my eyes and turned on my heels headed towards the castle and went straight to Reginald and Maia's room, Her scent still strong in there.

I went into her closet damn that girl was very fashionable and needed the best clothes like we all do, I scan all her dresses she was a party girl just like me and right now i could do with a joint/bong or anything to get wasted but no i couldn't because i was carrying a Jackass's f*****g child yay me pretty sure god hates me.

I found her favorite black lace dress her favorite colors were like mine Red, Black, purple and green we didn't like white too pure for our liking, I found her favorite purple matte lippy and her favorite make up bag with all her things in it,i grabbed her curlers and grabbed her favorite perfume, and of course we both hated heels but we wore them tho, but we loved our chuck Taylor's taking them i packed them into her carry bag and took it with me to my office and of course i***t is in his office with the door open and slut face is in there i know he was watching my every move but i couldn't be f****d looking at the prick and for that matter i didn't care i haven't slept properly at all since that it's either Abel screaming for his mum, or i have to go check on my brother because he's smashed something or i have to feed etc for the twins or sometimes all of them i had servants to look out for the babies but they were very picky on who holds them but when it came to me it looks like they imprinted on me as the one rising them not only that i had to keep the pack under control

I'm in my office I then pick up the phone and start dialing for the funeral service that had Maia.

Hi this is Eastlander funeral homes

how can i help you?

ah Hi there Dennis it's Amelia Black here, you have the body of my sister in law Maia_Leigh Black

Yes that's right, you ordered a black casket with red silk with sliver handles.

Yes that's the one, we can do her make up and etc for you.

No that's fine we will do it i have everything that she loves including her outfit.

Ok well we will clean her.

NO! i am organizing my men to come get her and the casket. are they ready?

well yes they are.

well good they will be there within 5mins please join them.

Yes miss Black

Thank you.

10 mins the body bag and casket of my dear sister was here in the back of a black van I order my men to take her to the hospital where

We washed her i didn't want anyone seeing her like that apart from myself, Beth and Heaven since i had to do it for Krystal_Regin

We did her make up

keeping it natural and we sprayed her favorite perfume on her making sure her dress and shoes fitted her nicely. we then curled her long black hair we then gave her a neckless that us girls gave her as a symbol of a wolf and moon that we all had that represents as pack sisters for love for life for always and forever.

After that Dennis and his work buddy picked up Maia and place her in her coffin, i fix the last minute things i then cross her hands over, she looked beautiful and at peace. I placed a kiss on her cheek and said will see you tomorrow sis. at that i had guards outside the room that she was in.

I Thank Dennis and got my men to take him back home.

I then went to do my aunty duties for my niece and nephews they're gonna need me more than ever now, I then ask my 9 brothers and Parents including Heaven and Beth to come to my office asap.

Emmett ,Lucas, Aiden, Caius, Alec. Trae, Remus, Jacob and Kristopher. all came in at once and took a seat,

Hey Alpha they say,

Brothers, mum dad i said back pretty sure my face looks like a mess with, baggy eyes and f****d up speech as i speak haha

I need Emmett to step up as beta please talk to Jackson on pack meetings etc but if you need help come see me and i'll give you the final Decisions. Reginald has a lot on his plate, once he's in the clear i want you back in 3rd

Trae and Remus i need you both to watch the boarder i want you both to split into two teams take as much warriors to cover ground i want 3 patrols Morning, afternoon and evening and after that i need you to keep the packs under control if they have a f*****g problem you bring the fuckers to me.

Beth,Heaven and Yasmin i need you three to help with the twins and Abel.

mum and dad your my back up with the pups and of course with your son.

Lucas and Kris your both on training i want early mornings and after lunches

Jacob, i want you to get Brody, Troy and Theo here NOW for their sister please GO and once that is done your helping out with Aiden and watching over everyone.

Aiden, your well pretty gonna be my back up and i need you to do my office work i haven't got f*****g time for anything else

As for me i do the same old s**t like the business for example. Training etc normal s**t

Caius and Alec your my eyes, my ears my f*****g everything, Keep an eye out for Reginald he's only gonna get worse.

UNDERSTAND ?

YES ALPHA.

your all dismissed, at that they all walked out before they did they bowed. then they got onto what they needed to do.

I finished off all my jobs finally i can just chill the f**k out. I felt burns within my soul and knew it was dickhead and his f*****g bimbo but i learnt how to block all that bullshit out..

I headed into the dining room, everyone bowed and backed away on both packs, Wyatt waves and i just nodded.

I took a seat at the top of the table and looked up saw Jackson with that slut she wouldn't look at me my eyes already turned blood red, Jackson looks at me and i stare back him with my head tilted and in the corner of my eyes i could see everyone getting uncomfortable, i raise an eye brow at him, but he sits down but takes his eyes off me, I knew i already won then b***h faces sits down and he wraps his arms around her waist and i growl loudly, and said lower ranks don't sit at this f*****g table as i grip at the hard oak table still growling and my eyes going deeper red. These cunts are pushing my button she just sits there so i got up, picked up the table and flip it smashing it into pieces before i could move Reginald just shook his head and before i knew it my brothers all had me pinned against the wall.

EVERYONE GET OUT NOW, Emmett says

I pushed them off then i shifted, In somewhat was Artemis but bigger and badder my size has just doubled.

What the f**k? f**k yes

I think we just doubled in size, Artemis said

Well no s**t i say back

Look at that b***h's face she looks so scared we both say. haha Jinx Arti.

My brothers and everyone are wide eyed at my how bigger we are i lift my head with pride and looked straight at them and said don't f**k with me your walking on thin ice and you both about to go tumbling through it. I shifted back and ordered the mess to be cleaned up and i walked out grabbing an apple and i thought hmmm i turned back around and threw it at the back of Jackson's head and shifted back and went for a run, but little did i know Jackson was following me, I just ran and ran i could do it all f*****g day. i jumped over logs and made it to the mountain tops before i knew it i lost him, and what a dickhead now my f*****g family gonna be asking questions f****d up prick grrrr.

Jackson Pnt of View

Amelia hasn't spoken to me for 2 days and to be honest i missed her and her warmth, I'm outside when i hear her coming after Reginald saying, EXCUSE ME I MAY BE YOUR f*****g BABY SISTER REGINALD BUT I'M ALSO YOUR ALPHA AND QUEEN DIPSHIT BUT DON'T YOU EVER USE THAT TONE ON ME OR DISRESPECT ME AGAIN.

AND WHAT THE f**k REGINALD THEY ARE YOUR KIDS AND WIFE.

I DON'T f*****g CARE, Reginald says back.

Ameila then says growls DON'T YOU f*****g WALK AWAY FROM ME YOU DICKHEAD.

Next thing i know he's shifted and went to attack his sister, My mate i was angry at him for that, Wyatt comes up before i go up to stop me to just stay out of it because she would turn on me. next thing i know she's shifted and has pinned Regin down, Emmett and Lucas comes running out and separate them when they do their brother takes off.

Amelia then says FUUUUCCCKK! and then begins to shake with her fist, She calls out to Aiden and tell him to follow Reginald, she really looks tried looks like she isn't taking care of herself she's never there at breakfast lunch or dinner.

she see me looking at her she looks like she's about to murder anyone, she rolls her eyes at me and turns walking towards to the castle i watch her until i can't see her anymore, I then go to my office and Sandy comes in she is only 4 weeks pregnant and already talking about baby names i then smell Amelia's scent as she gets closer to her office she stiffens when she senses me watching her but she just doesn't look turn to see me but carries on.

Her office door is open and i can see her, she then picks up the phone discussing Maia's funeral, I haven't see her break down or lost the plot about it yet i guess with everything i'm putting her in she's shut it out and shutting everyone else out as well none of her brother's know anything about what happen between us or else i won't be breathing.

after i done all my work i make my way to my room but still Amelia's she's moved everything out that was in there to the east wing into her Nana's old bedroom and that all her family are on that side now. I lay on the bed thinking about things, my door then opens up and Sandy comes in and kisses me next minute i'm inside her pretty sure Amelia can feel it but has blocked it out.

We both got dressed and went to go have dinner, i see Amelia and Sandy goes behind me, I stare at Amelia and she does the same back towards me but i looked away and knew she won, i take my seat and so does Sandy i wrap my arm around her and Amelia starts to growl and say, Lower ranks doesn't sit at this f*****g table as she grips the table she i notice her eyes are going deeper red she gets up grabs the table and flips it it smashing into pieces i put Sandy behind Wyatt and i'm ready for Amelia to come at us. I see Reginald shaking his head at me as to say bad move very f*****g bad, I think i just made it worse to myself, oh you don't say you i***t says Brutus. but i blocked him

Everyone get out is what Emmett says and they bolt

She's about to move and so am i, but her brother's pin her against the wall but she throws them off and she shifts but she's bigger and she looks badder. she holds her head with pride and says don't f**k with me your walking on thin ice and you both about to go tumbling through it and everyone is amazed. she shifts back tells someone to clean it up, and walks pass me, before she walks out she picks up and apple and all of a sudden she stop and then i feel that she threw a apple at the back my head f**k it hurt then i hear Brutus laughing shut up dickhead, and i blocked him. I ran and ran after her but she's faster now f**k i lost her.

I headed back and her brothers and my brothers, Wyatt and Cam are waiting,

what the f**k was that about, Lucas says

Ahh the night of the death of Maia she caught me cheating on her with my gf Sandy and she's 4 weeks pregnant with my pup, Amelia then throws me out the window and her brothers just laughed your lucky she didn't rip you too shreds, so i'm guessing Sandy hasn't met her mate then and yeah you that right.

A black truck pulls up and three buffed guys get out, who the hell are they?

Maia's brothers Aiden says, Brody, Theo and Troy they have just moved back home, the servants then came and got their bags. Maia's parents came out to see their sons. Aww mum we're home now, i got to meet them they're pretty cool guys, I see the eldest looking around looking for something or rather someone and his eyes fall on Amelia, I felt my heart stop the way he looked at her.

Amelia Pnt of View

I sit up there looking over everything, just wanting to run and run forever, just to escape everything an hour passed, then i heard an Howl, they're here Brody, Theo and Troy and that's when i bolted through the forest and came into the living room and saw them i was relived Brody's eye landed on me as if he was looking for me i ran up and grabbed him and held him tight i closed my eyes and a tear escape me as he held me close to him, i felt safer all of a sudden i'm then pulled out of his grip and against Jackson's chest saying MINE. Brody looks at him, Smirks and says look dude i can already tell that you've f****d up somehow now let her go before she makes you it's written all over her face. i know her better than you ever will aye baby girl and winks at me GOD HE"S STILL HOT ASF.

Jackson Growls what the hell will you know,?

Well one by the way she's reacting against your touch, Two you smell like another she_wolf which actually smells like my mate like honey and sugar.

Oh trust me she ain't no honey or sugar for that matter i say

Brody winks i've got ya baby girl always will.

i blow him and kiss i laugh as he catches it and holds it to his heart f*****g i***t.

I am then let go by Jackass.

i went to brody and bury my face into his chest again with my arms in his hoodie he kisses the top of my head, i'm off to bed, before i do i walk over to Theo and Troy wrap my arms around them they hug me back i love yous and i've missed yous never leave me again please if you do i'll chain yous to a post as i laughed at them. see yous in the morning, I walked pass Jackson he then follows me to my room, i stop and he bangs into me, he puts his arm around me, i am sorry baby he says she touches my belly and i pull his arm off me.

i turn and say can you let Brutus out please, i turn back and he follows me to my room he steps in and sees my room is darker than my last one.

Brutus then says hello baby his voice is more deeper than Jackson's, I smell his scent and i feel calmer, i lay on my bed and so does Brutus, i grab the remote of the sound system and played Red light Special from TLC and i sang it

Take a good look at it

Look at it now

Might be the last time you'll

Have a go round

I'll let you touch it if you'd

Like to go down

I'll let you go further

If you take the southern route

Don't go too fast

Don't go too slow

You've got to let your body flow

I like 'em attentive

And I like 'em in control

Baby it's yours

All yours

If you want it tonight

I'll give you the red light special

All through the night

Baby it's yours

All yours

If you want it tonight

Just come through my door

Take off my clothes

And turn on the red light

I know that you want me I can

See it in your eyes

You might as well be honest 'cause the

Body never lies

Tell me your secrets and I'll

I'll tell you mine

I'm feelin' quite sexy

And I want you for tonight

If I move too fast just let me know

'Cause it means you move too slowI like some excitement

And I like a man that goes

Baby it's yours

All yours

If you want it tonight

I'll give you the red light special

All through the night

Baby it's yours

All yours

If you want it tonight

Just come through my door

Take off my clothes

And turn on the red light

If you want me

Let me know it

I'll make time but

You've got to show it

If you need me

I want to seeBut don't mistake me

I don't want you down on your knees

I need someone a real man

I need someone who understands

I'm a woman a real woman

I know just what I want

I know just who I am

Baby it's yours

All yours

If you want it tonight

I'll give you the red light special

All through the nightBaby it's yours

All yours

If you want it tonight

Just come through my door

Take off my clothes

And turn on the red light

I then wrap my arms around Brutus and fall asleep the next morning is the last time i see my best friend.