Me and My Alpha Mate

Forever goodbyes again

Jackson Pnt view

After Amelia went to bed i followed her but to my surprise she stops and i bang into her i wrap my arms around her and said i'm sorry baby she then turns and i'm waiting for a fist to come flying to my face but she says something else, like a request if i could let Brutus out and he's happy about that, I follow her and let Brutus take control i watch her through his eyes, her new room is darker than dark no color what so ever apart from red, She then lays on the bed and grabs the remote for the sound system start singing to some rnb song i'm sure , i'm more of a heavy mental and rock type of person i see she likes rock and mental etc as well her room walls has posters mix with a lot of rappers singers and bands plus her family and friends that i don't know. she rolls over and hugs Brutus. I'm sadden that she only wants Brutus and not me but then again i did f**k up and i lied to her, Brutus then gives me back control and i stroke her hair knowing very well she hates anything touching her head, but she's in a deep sleep and i joined her.

Amelia Pnt view

I yawn as i wake and notice that Brutus has given control back to Jackson as i turn towards him, Morning baby, he says

Morning Jackson so i guess Brutus gave you control again the traitor and he nodded, I pulled away from his grip when he about to kiss me.

I flew myself off the bed and got out i headed for a shower as i got out Jackson was already showered and ready I got dressed i found my black Leather jacket that has a hoodie, put my black jeans on and my black singlet then finally my leather jacket, I put my red chuck Taylors on , i let out my hair that fell down to my ass, i did my make up and i put my black sunglasses on and i headed down to the main room. I saw my family ready Regain looking down i went up and sat on his lap and put my arms around my brother with my head on his shoulder he wraps his arm around me.

The bells and Howls begun, It's time brother i said to him ,i lend my brother out to where her three brothers and three of ours were carrying her coffin, my mum grabbed Reginald as i went in front of her coffin before i did i shifts half my warriors were in wolf form, I came up and nuzzled it and let out an all mighty howl it held power, it was pain and it also held a promise i walked until we were in the hall, the boys then lifted the coffin lid and there she laid so beautifully as i stood up the mic, my brother came and sobs begun in all directions

Before i start i would like to thank everyone for coming today to pay your respects to my family, Maia's family and to maia herself , for Alpha Jackson's pack i would like to thank you all for being here means a lot some have got the pleasure to meet her and to get to know her a little bit and some didn't get the chance too. to my pack she loved yous all. so many memories with her, I then cleared my throat a limp forming as about to speak about her.

She wasn't just the mother of my nephews and niece, She wasn't just my brother's wife/mate she wasn't just any one of my greatest she wolves fighters but she was my best friend my big sister, she was older than me probably just by a few years she was younger then old man over there pointing to Reginald as he growls, after a while she gave me the nickname Hellrazor or the devil child haha and that i lived up too i didn't give a f**k, at school she'll come get us if mum, dad or the boys were too busy to come sort me out their selves but they knew that i'll listen to her. I then set the school on fire because someone called Beth ugly and then there's the teacher i kicked the ball at his face and he went flying down the stairs. she would give me the biggest telling off and then laugh about it. she was there for me through my darkest times she knew if i falling apart or ready to tear someone to pieces, i never had an sister and those three were as i pointed to Beth and Heaven, I saw her at her lowest, i saw her as she ripped enemies to shreds, I saw her give birth first time and second and i got the honor to name them, she used to say everything that i did Abel's doing now and that he'll follow in my foot step god i hope not.; I promised if anything ever happen to her i'll be there for her babies and my brother, i'll fight to the death for them now she's not gonna get that chance to watch her babies grow but i can do that in her memory, she was my calm before the storm and i was hers, we were close no doubt about it, i respected her more than anyone else, my party days were raging as was hers, we like almost anything hated dumb bitches and fake ass men, I can't tell you how many times we would get into fights at parties if we did her brothers and mine were always there ready to jump in but come on it was us that they didn't need to worry about our safety but for the one we were against not like they will help them anyways. when i say we were bad bitches i mean we were and no f****d with is We fought many of battles i see this wolf pin her down Regin was fighting three others i ran and pounced on this ugly thing and ripped his throat out, her leg was pretty f****d i then picked her up my brother could feel her pain through their bond so i mind linked him and said i'm on my way to the doctors she'll be fine and that she was, don't know how many times i was in hospital with her and she did the same for me I always saved her ass hahah i laugh because she can't hit me that used to always f**k her off everytime i said that to her but the thing is she always had my back. I'm also best friends to her brothers and Brody is my ex as i wink at him earning a growl from Jackson.

As i look at Maia and say i'm gonna miss you my dearest pack sister, we love you and i love you more than you ever will know as i lend over and kiss her forehead one last time, tears didn't come out i held them back i needed to be strong for my pack and i didn't want to show weakness, After everyone spoke about Maia, Soon after the lid was back on, We went to the place where my brother wanted to lay her to rest , we put her next to Krystal and our nana they both loved her, as her coffin was being lowered her brothers and mine fell to their knees and cries echoed through the kingdom, I fell to my knees as if my heart was ripped out from my body as i watch my best friends, my family break, not only that my big sister go down but tears still didn't give way i grabbed Abel and held him tight as he starts to call out to his mummy, he turns and i pull him up his head buried into my neck, soon enough he cries himself to sleep, i turn and grab my brother he then kisses me on the cheek and says thank you for sorting this out for me, for Maia and looking after the pups sis but i'm still not ready, I just nodded and said that's fine brother we are always here for you, I've got everything sorted and kissed his on the cheek. He then moves and picks me up with Abel in my arms. Maia is then covered up with dirt we put roses on of course red not white. I turned and headed for the castle.

Jackson's Pnt of veiw

Amelia yawns and looks at me, Goodmorning baby

Morning Jackson she says i guess Brutus gave you control back the Traitor and she throws herself out of bed when i lend in to kiss her and she heads in for a shower so i headed to my room to get ready to, i come back in wait for her, I'm wearing my leather jacket, Black tee v neck and Black jeans with my sunglasses on, she then walks out with a towel, she goes into her closet dries herself and gets dress once she finishes she looks like a badass DAMN.

we headed to the main room and she then headed towards Reginald man i feel sorry for him as i patted him on the shoulder while his sister consoles him, Bells and Howls begin she lends her brother out and Amelia shifts into wolf form and nuzzle the casket and lets out a powerful howl, I felt proud of her, there was no sight of Sandy anywhere she must've known better to come here,

Wise choice Brutus said

I've never liked the b***h he said again

She's the mother to our pup i said to him

How do we even know that pup is even ours i mean you've only f****d her a few times still doesn't mean that pup is ours you f*****g i***t and because of that i've lost my mate he said back.

Amelia then starts the service and talks about their time together man my mate is a bad ass and definitely a hellrazor But i was f****d off when she mentions that Brody is her best friend and her ex she winks at him when i growled, she kiss maia on the forehead but she still doesn't break but i feel her breaks through the bond as she looks at me but composes herself, Maia is then laid to rest everyone apart from my pack falls to knees instead of Amelia she walks over and falls to Abel and pulls him when he's screaming for his mum and he turns to face my mate and she pulls him up and he cries himself to sleep, her brother whispers to her and thanks her for everything but he's still not ready, maia is covered and everyone puts on roses on top of the dirt, Reginald picks up his sister and she walks off back to the castle.