After the funeral i headed back towards the castle
went up to my room with Abel i placed him down on my bed and i lay there with him still in my arms, i pull the covers up on him and drifted off to sleep. i heard the door open and close and then felt the bed dip and felt strong arms wrap around me feeling sparks i definitely knew who it was but i couldn't be bothered to move as i didn't want to wake Abel he hardly ever sleeps normal any more and he shakes in his sleep as if he's having a fit he sleeps better when he's in my bed next to me but he sleep talks and it sometimes keeps me up.
But he peacefully sleeping at the moment and i'm happy with that as i said to Jackson in mind link your f*****g lucky that he needs his beauty sleep because i would've ripped your head off and burnt it,. he sighs and say i'm very sorry about everything and i love you so much Amelia i mentally rolled my eyes and went back to sleep.
I woke up and look at the clock f**k! It's 4 in the afternoon i turned to see Abel is in the middle of us he must of got cold as i was about to move i felt Jackson's hand running through my hair as Abel is cuddled up to him, he looks at me and smiles then says Hey babe, I pull away from him and head to the bathroom without saying a word i could feel the his hurt through our bond. I wanted to kiss him hug him but my heart also said don't leave it, while my brain also told me to reject him after all he did lie to me but i'm also hiding the fact that i'm pregnant so i can't be a hypocrite but then again i'm scared of getting hurt again, scared of something going wrong i haven't had much time to go for a scan or to even catch a break, but i have been covering my cravings up a bit which no one notice well i think they don't if anyone knew it would be my brothers and the girls especially Beth she was there mostly with Maia while i was carrying Krystal and most of my cravings are exactly like the last time and she caught me yelling at Trae for eating my ice cream i mean i threw a book at his face f**k i forgot how much of a psycho b***h i am while pregnant not to mention, that i threw my brother Kristopher in the wall the other day mood swings at it's finest argh crap of course they know they have been looking at me weirdly lately damn it and now they are gonna be asking questions about my moods and about what happen with Jackson f**k!. I walk out of the bathroom from having a shower i'm dried with a towel wrapped around me i look over to the bed and Jackson is sitting up but smiles at me and Abel has just woken up from his nap there's a Knock at the door and in comes mum.
Amelia, she says
Yes ma
Marcus, and Rico are here.
What they doing here.
Well Marcus came to see your father and well there's something that we have never told you and your brothers well i mean 5 of them know, ah i think it's time you should know the truth to be honest we should have told you all a long time ago. she says
What the f**k are yous telling us now for. all of sudden i hear things smashing and people yelling mum looks worried.
FUCK SAKE!!!
I quickly change in to my tee shirt that is a picture of Metallica my favorite band, i pull my skinny black jeans up and then a black hooded jacket and of course my converse black shoes i pull my hair back into a messy bun, I walk out with Abel holding my hand and Jackson behind me i walk down to the dining room where the yelling is. I push the door open saw Marcus and my dad ready to tear each other apart, BE QUIET i roared they both stopped and looked at me. SIT DOWN NOW,
I turned to Yasmin, Can you please take Abel and the twins outside to play while i deal with this s**t.
Yes of course Alpha, Beth and Heaven go with her please
they nodded and left.
I turned to Jackson and his family
ahh could you all please excuse us while i deal with this lot as i smiled at them.
they just nodded
My office NOW i roared
I walked to my office everyone of my family members follows, I open the door made my way to my chair behind my oak desk and sat down i just recently replaced it don't know how many times i've replace them or gonna someone to fill in the walls in the castle because of mine and my brothers out bursts but does it look like i give a f**k (no) things are either been smashed to pieces or i've thrown it out the window.
I tell them to sit both my uncle and my father, I've always listen more to Marcus than to dad i've always felt closer to him rather than to my old man and with Rico we have always had this close bond when we know when we are both in trouble or when we can read each others minds and no it's not like mind link it's a whole different thing.
Now can you both tell me what the f**k was that and don't you ever come into this castle and start yelling and swearing in front of my f*****g pups. I growled they both looked down not daring to look at me as i grip at my desk they both at the same time say sorry.
Now explain
You and your brothers aren't gonna like it- Says dad
what is it father_ i say
Well Amelia you and your 10 brothers aren't actually my children. He says
I looked up at my brothers with the same expression as they looked at me except for the 5 eldest ones they didn't look shock at all neither did Rico
WHAT THE f**k DO YOU MEAN. I shouted at that point i was so pissed off i could've hit anyone.
Well it's quite simple really my mother says, Marcus and I are married we had all your brothers by the time your father i mean Raymond came home from uni it was a arranged marriage between a treaty for both of our packs which they all became as one that's why we have the biggest and powerful pack ever we were living here with your nana and grandpa Jonas. Marcus was Alpha King and I have always been the same as Queen Luna.
I still didn't met my mate then and by the time Raymond came home it just happen to be that Raymond is my mate and Marcus is yours and your brothers father by the time i wanted to be marked by Raymond before i knew it i was already 3 months pregnant with you and your brother Rico.
Yes before you say it Rico is your twin brother that's why yous are both close and yes your still the only girl and unfortunately still the youngest. I looked at my brothers they don't look shocked at all, So you 6 fuckers knew and yous never told us So Marcus is actually our dad. they nodded.
Myself, Kristopher, Trae, Aiden, Alec and Caius all say f**k SAKE!!!! as we looked at each other well f**k our lives.
Now it all makes sense i say the reason why they don't call Raymond dad but they only call him that when we're around, that explains why i only listen to Marcus and that's why he came to help out with Krystal and now that's why he's been here since Maia died. And that i can read and feel everything that Rico does f**k my life, my real dad has been under my nose the whole f*****g time and we never knew the truth f**k yous all, yous have lied to us what the f**k is that. you've waited for 18 years to tell us that 17 years without growing up with my own twin brother f*****g BULLSHIT.
I then had calmed down when my mother began to cry and i waved my hand to let my mother finished, So when you and Rico were born Marcus dropped the title to Raymond, because of his other job is very dangerous anyway since he kills people for a living he has to move around a lot, so to protect you all he gave the title to Raymond but if only he gave that title down to one of yous one day , his pups and he waited for you and Rico to both turn a year old before he decided to leave with Rico i let my baby go. He wanted to take you Amelia_Rose but you being the only girl your nana Amelia wouldn't have a bar of it and that she said you were the powerful one and the only girl to be born after 20 years after your auntie Catherine before she died she only had 2 sons well of course you know who they are because they are our warriors. out of your generations of your brothers and cousins your the only girl.
We were surprise when you had Krystal because most of the black bloodline first born are Males but due to unfortunate events we lost her but your Nana always said you were special not only by power but you will be able to make the female blood line stronger instead for waiting every damn 20 years, when Krystal died it broke your nana badly and she slowly started to decline until her heart stopped beating and now we have Isabella but we still need more females we need an future alpha female please forgive us for not telling you the truth your fathers and I are very sorry. as well as your brothers we should've never put that burden onto you.
Well f**k at least we know the truth now i said but you both took my twin from me what the f**k is that. but i know that dad needed to train him to be like him as well so i understand the circumcises i honestly do and i respect it but i'm gonna need sometime to get my head around this s**t. I'm going for a run f**k it. Your all dismissed
As i got up and then ran down stairs, with fast speed i bolted, but first i needed to go to the hospital as i walked in a smelt Jackson's scent, I then walked around the corner and there he was holding Sandy's hand as they were listening to their baby's heart beat, my heart sunk pretty sure he felt it he looks towards the door but i bolted around the corner so he couldn't see but he definitely smelt my scent, as if i wasn't there i appeared at the room door and i cleared my throat and they all looked up as i tried to smile,
Hey Alpha Queen
I nodded
Hey Dr could i uhhh make ahh appointment when your not busy or something um or pretty soon maybe sometime today please.
Yes alpha of course you don't need to make a appointment you are the boss here remember.
Well today is perfect then and um yeah i know i am but out of respect i've known you my whole life just because i'm royal and your Alpha doesn't mean i should treat you like s**t. as i shrugged my shoulders.
What's wrong? she says
ahh well where the f**k do i begin Isla never mind i'll tell you later when they're not around as it's not any of their damn business anyway will you be ready in 20minutes and i'll be back.
Yes and at that she bowed and i walked out and i pulled my hoodie up and waited in the waiting room, 20 minutes passed and i went to see Isla and over heard her say that's a healthy strong pup right there Alpha and Luna, they both smiled at her, and they all looked up ahh sorry Alpha about that comment i know that Alpha Jackson is your mate as she goes red,
Nah don't worry about it are you ready because my patience are running kinder thin with motherfuckers atm as i looked at Jackson and he has pain in his eyes and i felt it through the bond he then tries to mind link me but i blocked him but i just shake it off giving him the attitude like i don't give a f**k and it's definitely pushing me to reject him and i can't be f****d with his bullshit while i'm going through my own s**t with my family and now that i'm carrying again but i needed to make sure that my baby is healthy like it's half sibling he or she is gonna be powerful than Jackson's other off spring i just wished that my baby was Brody's because then i wouldn't feel like i'm on my own again going through this massive bullshit and i definitely won't let him in to my thoughts anytime soon.
Jackson's Pnt of View
As i see Amelia and Abel towards the castle i follow them, i open the door and close it behind me as her and Abel have drifted off to sleep i then climb onto the bed ready to drift off to sleep i put my arms around her and suddenly she mind links me and says your lucky he needs his beauty sleep or else i would've ripped your head off and burnt it. f*****g hell she's being even more angrier at me but the other day she threw her brother Kris against the wall and threw a book at her other brother Trae's face because he ate her ice cream like f*****g really psycho. i do say sorry again and that i love her but she falls asleep again
I fall asleep fearing for my life like what if i don't wake up, thankfully i wake up before her and Abel rolls over into the middle and cuddles up to me but Amelia still in reach for me to run my hand through her hair.
she stirs and looks at the clock f**k! 4pm she says and then she rolls over looks at me i say Hey babe but she flips herself out of bed and she walks out to the bathroom pretty sure she felt my pain as she doesn't say anything she gets out from a shower then there's a knock at the door and it's her mum she looks worried and says that she needs to talk to Amelia, We all hear yelling and things smashing Amelia rushing and puts her clothes on and throws her beautiful hair up in a messy bun, we head down stairs and she tells yasmin to take the pups out and tell the other girls to leave, she then tells Raymond and Marcus off and that they shouldn't yell in front of the pups and say excuse us to my family and i and she heads out for nearly 2 hours i haven't see her.
Sandy and i go to the hospital to check on our pup and he or she are very healthy i smell Amelia's scent like she was right that but nothing then she comes to the door and ask the dr if she can make appointment, but the dr says of course you don't have to ask but Amelia says yeah i know i wanted to be respectful and i have known you for my whole life i may be a royal and your alpha but doesn't give me the right to give you s**t.
But today will be good
what's wrong the dr says but Amelia being a Amelia won't open up while i'm there she then says well where the f**k do i start she's about to but then she stop and says i'll tell you later as it's none of their damn business are you ready in 20 minutes and i'll be back
We are just wrapping up and Amelia walks up and hears the dr say we've both got a strong pup and here Alpha and Luna, we both smiled at her, and we all look up to Amelia the dr says sorry Alpha about that comment i know that Alpha Jackson is your mate as she goes red, what hurts me is when Amelia then says the following
Nah don't worry about it are you ready because my patience are running kinder thin with motherfuckers atm as she looks at me and she see's my pain in my eyes and she felt it through the bond i try to mind link her but she blocked me and just shakes it off giving me the attitude like she don't give a f**k. I know she's keeping something from me but i don't know what she won't open up to me.
Amelia pnt of view
Isla stares at me, I sigh well remember when i asked you for a test when Maia died and i took it well yeah i'm pregnant pretty sure i'm 3 weeks so i need you to check so she does an ultrasound and i hear a strong heart beat yes my baby is fine and already strong.
Who's the father she asked
well f**k it can't be Brody he's just came back home i'm looking her like she grow two heads
and yes it's f*****g Jackson's kid.
she then shakes her head and i'm guessing he doesn't know yeah got that right.
plus turns out that Marcus is actually mine and the boys real dad and Rico is my twin brother yay me, so i'm guessing i need to tell Jackson about my baby.
I then shoot up as i get a mind link from my brothers that Rouges have attacked i tell Isla to get to the safe house and i then run and shift i see in my mind that Reginald is cornered and at the tops i ran ran and ran until i got there the rouge had him near the cliff pinned him down i ran and pounce Reginald manages to hang on but i manage to kill the rouge but i'm at the edge i look at my brothers they run to get to me but it's too late I've fallen and I've landed into the sea from a height the waves are huge I'm pulled under next thing i know my head smacked straight into the side of the rocks and my world goes black