Mia I flop down on the bed and stare at the ceiling. Frustration and despair seeping into my bones. Today was eye opening for me. Hearing from Alan that I was powerful was one thing, but actually seeing what damage could be done put it on another level for me. If I could do that without even trying or knowing what I was doing - what could I do when I could control it? If only I had years to hone my skills instead of a short amount of time. But I have to remind myself that there is a bigger picture. Something greater. All I can do now is give it my all and focus. I won't let everyone down. I will prove that I'm more than just some weak little pup. I won't deny that it was satisfying watching Hailey's body fall to the floor. As much as it scared me to know I had that kind of power, it

