The love he gives

there's a big difference between death threats and love letters even if the person writing the death threats still claim to love you.of course,considering I once tried to kill someone I loved,maybe I had no right to judge.Today's letter had been perfectly timed,not that I should have expected any less.I'd already read it four times and I couldn't help but read it a fifth time                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  My dearest rose one of the few downsides of being awakened is that we no longer require sleep;therefore we can no longer dream, it's a shame because I know I would dream of you.I'd dream about the way you smell and how your dark hair fells like silk between my fingers.I'd dream about the smoothness of your skin and the fierceness of your lips when we kiss. without dream, I have to be content with my own imagination which is almost as good .I can picture all of those things perfectly ,as well as how it would feel to take your life from this world .it's something I regret having to do, but you've made my inevitable.your refusal to join me in eternal life and love leaves no other choice of action, and I can't allow someone as dangerous as you to live.besides , even if I forced your awakening,you now have so many enemies among the Strigoi that one of them would kill you If you must die it will be by my hand .No one else's . nonetheless , I wish you well today as you take your trial ,not that you need any luck.If they're actually making you take them ,it's a waste of everyone's time .you're that best of that class ,and by this evening you'll wear your promise mark. of course that muck more of challenge when we meet again which I'll definitely enjoy.I'll find you there is no place in this world you can hide from me.I'm watching  Love                                                                                                                                                                                         dimitri