Daddy's Princess

Mistake

I never really wanted to go into his apartment. 

I tried calling him first but his phone may be turned off at the moment.

I just wanted to talk so I could end our relationship peacefully.

But with Damon, there's no talking calmly especially when he's drunk and frustrated.

And I came to his place a really bad time.

I should have not listened to Jennie's advice. She's not aware of what's behind the door once it's closed.  

But I'm also stupid. I didn't think it through. I just thought it will be convenient for me since I'm already outside.

When he opened the door for me, he was a mess.

He hasn't shaved for weeks, he had dark circles on his eyes and his hair was disheveled, he even reeked of alcohol and smoke.

His eyes widened momentarily upon seeing at me standing at his door while my heart broke from the sight of him being a complete wreck again.

He quickly hugged me tightly and started crying. This is what exactly happened when I came back the first time I left him. He was exactly like this... and it's unbearable for me.

Suddenly, he took me inside his apartment and slammed me on the door, pinning me instantly as soon as the door closed behind me.

I could not resist his strength despite my unwillingness to go inside.

"Damon, I came here to talk..." I muttered, holding his cheek as soon as he lets me breathe from his tight embrace.

"About what? How you choose that man over me? How you threw away 2 years just like that?" He snarled softly as he questioned me despite the tears in his eyes.

"You were hurting me... I love you Damon, God knows how much I love you, but I'm so exhausted of getting beaten up by the people I love. I'm so tired, Damon. You promised me you'll change but you never did. You've stayed the same and you always hurt me." I started crying. Despite how my voice trembled with the lump on my throat growing fast and painful, I was able to say my feelings.

"Because you kept on repeating the things that I hated! You're doing it on purpose!" He retorted back, yelling loudly and I flinched within his grasp.

"I wasn't doing it in purpose, Damon. I make mistakes because I'm not perfect. But I always regret making you mad... not because you're gonna hurt me but I regret making you disappointed in me. But everything I do, I do to please you. I always do my best to please you and avoid making the same mistakes but everything I do seem to always, always make you mad." I started to sob as I cling on to his shoulder, clutching his shirt tightly as I feel my knees would cave in any minute.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you... but I need you, Mia, I don't know how to continue without you." He said softly almost to a whisper as he continues to cry. The expression of his face is so quick to change from anger to pained.

"Forgive me... but I came here to end this." I cried.

I need to do this...

I already have my daddy and he'll save me from anyone or anything that would hurt me. He is kind, gentle, and sweet and he takes care of me as no one else did. I love Damon but I choose my daddy over him. I need to repay the kindness he showed me for the reason that I'm already developing feelings for him, deep feeling but I'm still unsure of what it really is.

"End? Why? Because that man comforts you unlike how I do? You don't love him, Mia... You love me... and I love you. I love you..."

I shook my head with every word of love he says to me even if he's saying the truth. He says he loves me but he would still hurt me without a valid reason after a week or two. Damon is a jealous man but jealousy isn't the right reason to hurt me. I knew that yet I allowed him to hurt me for so long.

He had nothing to be jealous of, he's the only man I ever loved. But he believed that green monster inside his head rather than trusting me.

And now that I have Adam and how his rules opened up my eyes, that I shouldn't allow anybody to hurt me  I could no longer let anyone else hurt me.

But thinking of Adam made me continue to pour out my feelings for him to Damon, "He's gentle and sweet. Adam takes care of me. Yes, he comforts me in the way that you can't. He makes me feel safe whenever he's around. I'm at peace when I'm with him and when I'm not, I wish I could drag the day fast so he'll come home to me..." I sobbed while trailing off with my words, realizing what I've said that confirmed my feelings I already had for him.

"... so... you love him? You've already fallen in love with him? that fast?... But you just said you love me..."

I instantly stopped crying, wanting to go home so badly and wait for him... the image of my daddy plays in my mind as the elevator door opens, flashing his adorable wide smile and I waiting for him to come to me and embrace me tightly.

I can't wait to be in his arms.

"That's all I have to say... I have to go. I'm sorry, Damon." I wiped my tears and tried to push him off...

But, it's no use.

"Damon... I need to go." I muttered, trying to pull his hands' grip from my arms.

My phone then rang and it vibrated from my handbag which dangles on my elbow. The tone I had specifically assigned for my daddy chimes endlessly and I wanted to answer so bad to hear his voice.

"Is that him?" He questioned threateningly.

"Please Damon, I need to go... please." I pleaded desperately, struggling in his grasp.

There was a moment of silence between us as our gaze locked at each other. His eyes turned dark when my expression confirmed that Adam is indeed calling me right at this moment.

"He's looking for you right now, isn't he? But you're not going anywhere." He hissed as he wore that dark expression on his face, sending chills down my spine. He grabbed my arm tightly and dragged me to his room before throwing me on the bed.

He then threw my bag out of the room but I could still hear its faint ringing as he locks the door behind him.

"Damon... please stop..." I pleaded and started crying all over again.

I know he'll hurt me...

I should have not come here.

"Damon, please don't do this. I don't want us to separate like this. Please..."

I felt so terrified of being hurt that my whole body just froze after I curled my body in anticipation of the punishment I'll get.

However, instead of getting beaten, he suddenly took off his shirt and he climbs on the bed then hovers above me.

"If that's how you see me then it's not hard for me to be the nightmare you think I am." He muttered eerily.

His forceful hands grabbed both my wrist. Even if I tried to resist, he's too strong for me.

He then rips off my blouse and he tore it like a piece of paper, but it scraped the skin on my arm as he rips it off.

"So he comforts you, huh? And I can't?" He muttered before forcefully kissing my lips.

I started hating myself at this moment.

I'm already starting to fall for my daddy yet I'm still so attached to Damon. I tried avoiding his kisses but he suddenly held my jaw tightly.

I hate myself for being weak when it comes to his kisses. Even if he forced it on me, I ended up responding.

I don't understand my heart and my body anymore.

My mind suddenly went quiet and all I knew is him again.

And I could hear now is both our heavy breathing as we devour each other's lips. My hands that were once pushing him off and resisting his grip now clutches him desperately. My arm wraps around his neck while my free hand slides to his side, pulling him closer to me.

His hand then slips under my skirt and tugs my underwear to the side. My legs spontaneously parted for him and I reach down for his pants.

After I've unzipped his pants, both our hands quickly reach down for his member and he aimed himself at my throbbing entrance before he immediately thrusts hard in me.

I whimpered at the sudden forceful thrust. It was painful, I wasn't ready yet but all I know is this, the pain accompanied by the pleasure until all that's left is just pure bliss.

I hate how he hurt me, but I also couldn't deny my desire for how he f***s me.

But above all...

I hate myself.

As he continues to f**k me hard, my orgasm quickly peaks but before I could c*m, my daddy's gorgeous face flashes in my mind.

"Daddy..." I whispered, keeping my eyes screwed shut while trying to retain my daddy's image in my head as he thrusts hard in me.

I began moaning uncontrollably and loudly while both my hands slithered down his tight ass and grope it hard, forcing him to push deeper inside me.

"Ada-aaahh..." I couldn't even finish his name as I'm blinded with the pleasure given by someone else. My thoughts are now is full of my daddy; his fingers, his lips, his tongue... that face and his body that I'm still unfamiliar off but my mind adjusts to what I wanted to see in my head.

I hold back cumming as daddy's deep voice in my head says I can't c*m. 

Not yet.

"I'm cumming," I warned and it came out in a whisper but I held back as I wanted to hear him allow me to c*m.

I wasn't fully aware of my surroundings at this very moment. But I was pulled back down to reality when I heard of a faint ring of the doorbell and loud pounding on the front door.

And then, I was snapped out of the imagination of my daddy f*****g me when I heard a loud crash outside the room.

My eyes shoot open when I heard daddy's voice calling for me from behind Damon's bedroom door and he pounded loudly as if he's trying to break it down.

I began to cry once again after I saw Damon's face above mine.

What was I thinking?

What have I done?

He then pulls from me while I hide my face behind my hands and curled my body upon the bed in shame.

And not a few seconds later, the door swung open which almost had hit Damon. And in an instant, Adam pushes him, making Damon stagger then fell to the floor.

It's my first time seeing him daddy this angry band it somehow made me scared even if his anger isn't directed at me. His anger wasn't aimed at me.

Not yet...

He was about to straddle on Damon; jaw clenched as well as his knuckles and was ready to punch. I then peeled myself from the bed.

"Daddy..." I cried, calling out for him as I stretched out my hands to him which got his attention right away.

Daddy's expression then quickly turned soft yet pained and worried but most of all, he looked defeated as soon as he laid eyes on me. He got off from Damon then hastens towards me.

"Come here, princess... I'm here..." he muttered as he removes his coat and covers my body with it.

In a moment, hesitated to hug him.

I'm ashamed of what I've done...

But then again, I wanted him and my hands unknowingly reach for him.

He then carried me carefully and I hugged him tightly, snuggling on the crook of his neck filling in my nose with his scent. I then felt him walk but he stopped briefly...

"We're not done yet... I'll give you what you deserve." Daddy stated, voice stern and low.

I know it's meant for Damon but it hit hard me as well.

It's my fault that this happened.

All because I was hoping for something impossible for Damon to do.

And now, I'm afraid of what will daddy do once he found out what really did.

I broke his rules.

But most of all, even if he knew I still loved Damon, I broke his trust.