How has my life been since my daughter ran away from me....

When others tell me, be careful about who I speak to about what happened to my daughter. Truth be told, she ran away on her on. It was planned with her and other members of the family. That my mom used authorities as a cover-up. When calling DSS and seeing them, they acted as tho it was a game by hanging up the phone and putting other's on three way. My mom had my brother lie for her. He didn't really take care of his son but trying to take care of my daughter as tho she is his and once wanted tay to call him daddy. When he isn't her father. My brother and his mom always had so much to say about how I raised my child. As tho they could do a better job than me. Everything I ever did was wrong to them. They acted like I needed to go by things they said in order to raise her. I kept saying I was afraid of tay. To hit her and allow tay to call the cops. Saying whoop her, etc, I'm no abuser. Fantasia threw a suitcase at me. She slap me and choke me. I had an instant reaction that made me hit her back. Tay lied to dss and said that I choked her until she passed out or blacked out. That I put bruises on her neck, etc. That she had to go to the hospital. She broke the room door that cost $90 to fix. When telling her grandma about it. She said I put this on myself and that I didn't need to call the cops. That I should've called vory and her so that they could come and handle it. They are not the cops. Tay lying to the authorities and changing her story didn't get her far either. She just thought the grass was greener on the other side. In which it isn't. Tay was in the room one day after church and acting scared to come out saying she is anti-social and that she doesn't like going out being around people. To know tay is to know that she isn't anti-social at all. She will talk until she can't anymore. She holds a conversation as tho she is a grown person. She will act good until she gets what she wants, and then she will be back to her stubborn self. Her grandma sent paperwork in the mail to my williston address. This is how I know it's her grandma playing around using others to do her dirty work. The paperwork said the "gal" well in the family certain ones know that tay gets called the grand gal. She got that name from Alabama. Yellow jaundice and wouldn't open up her eyes. I have all the paperwork of everything she has ever said. She always wanted tay to be her daughter and to take her from me since birth for the VA. So that she can get benefits. I worked for tay and took care of her myself for 12 years on my own. Her grandma and uncle did stuff every now and then. I'm just hiding behind me for things I have done. When her grandma is not going to go out her way for anyone else's child, She will only do so much to make herself look good to others. By telling folks, I walked out on my daughter and left her. Which wasn't true. Even had sister v. Sistrunk told me that I shouldn't have walked out on my child. I didn't walk out she ran away. Just like her grandma had the insurance lady Sarah call someone I know to ask her why she hasn't paid life insurance for tay. Which wasn't her place, nor does she have a right to speak to her. I'm lying saying I haven't paid life insurance on tay in 6 months. Than Ms. SARAH had a nerve to get smart with me about something my mom has told.her. telling me not to call her because she is at a funeral, etc, saying what you want and things that woman has said. Well, when it comes to that lady and me. Idc how she tries to bash my name. She will have to face it on judgment day herself and see those kids that burned up herself to cover her tracks. She burnt her sister, baby boy, alive. To cover up the fact that her sister had a baby by a boy who was a minor. She tries to be good, covering up stuff from the human eye, but God saw her. Just like he saw her when she took mine away as well. Tay wanted me to get back to her dad. Saying be with someone your age that she wants her siblings to have the same dad and younger. She tried to put him and I together. She can't put something together that she didn't put together. She had her dad yelling at me on f*******: messager saying that he will never forgive me for what I did. I didn't do anything, nor was i ever hiding from him. I messaged him to keep informed of things about tay a lot that he never responded to. If he had sense, he should know I'll never let anything happen to his daughter. The third thing is if he ever felt some type of way, he wouldn't message it. If he felt I ever done something or hurt her, he should've seen me face to face. Because he had never been a dad before, that was the time to step up and confront me about anything he felt I did. Tay was the one introducing herself to him and telling her age. Introducing me to him as tho he doesn't know who I am. Saying he said that he miss so much thay he had a lot to make up for birthdays, etc, that they have a lot of father and daughter stuff to do. Telling me that she can't tell me because it's between father and daughter. One minute, cory is himself, and the next he isn't. He said, "Get yourself together and say that I shouldn't have done so much before my daughter." I didn't do anything before her. Tay was the one telling me that the reason I couldn't sta.d hearing a green icy was because I have been sucking on so much p***s. When I asked for the lights to be turned off. They turned off the lights, and my dad asked for it to be back on because he paid the light bill. Anjel was happy it tuned back on because she said it was hot and glad for air. Tay grandma dressing me in her night clothes and bonnet and socks to put on an act for the hospital as tho I wanted to be her. I don't want to be her, nor do I want to act like it's not like her. I got up to look for my clothes because the outfit I had on wasn't correct. I ended up putting on a dress of her grandma one. I had on a black strapless b*a, red and black panties, and her grandma shoes. Ems was looking for me to not be able to walk. I walked to them and told them. Everything that they needed to know. Her grandma said that she was going to be there later. It was her birthday and she was getting calls etc. She complained, saying she had to spend her birthday with me. While they were getting my vitals checked, the hospital gave me a blue and pink blanket and told me to go sit back out in the waiting area. The hospital doesn't give a blue or black blanket. They give a white blanket. While waiting, it was a lady on the left side of me. Playing with herself. And a man on the right side of me playing with himself. I couldn't stop burping, and the people were w Asking what is wrong with her. The lady to the left was getting closer to me, and my stomach was hurting badly and I couldn't get the hospital to call me quick enough because I felt pain badly. I pretended to hot my head on the wall. A guy came with a black book bag and asked for a nurse and a doctor. They came with a stretcher. They helped me on. My eyes were closed now. They asked me some questions and rolled me back. The nurse gave me a cup and asked for a urine sample. I asked her to help me. She pretended to and took me to something I felt wasn't a bathroom. She told me to go inside. I asked her to come. She said no. So I spit on the floor. I said I was finished. A nurse helped me back on the stretcher. I asked which way one said, "Turn this way." The other said no, if you turn that way, it will hurt. I said that I was still having pain and needed help. The nurse adjusted the stretcher and told me to put my legs up. Check this out. I was told that I will be given benadryl in an IV, and I know that benadryl isn't given in an iv. I receive a shot in my right arm and left arm. I received a shot in my left leg. To help calm me down because the doctor said I was panicking. While my legs were up in position, the nurse felt my stomach and said that she would help me hold my legs back. While she counted. After a while, I felt really hot and asked for air and water. I was told to wait for water and that the air is on. I also end up going into a deep sleep afterward as tho I was relieved. I also remember asking the question to see my babies. That they pretended not to hear. I woke up the next day on May 9 on the er side. Then I went back to sleep and woke up again on the other side where I didn't belong. I was transferred to a hospital called rebound behavior health in Lancaster sc where her grandma felt they listen to her. Transported by ems as well. She used ems so that I could stay longer. Because I said I wanted tay and I to get baptized because sister C. Breland said that it would be open baptism for anyone. Her grandma wanted to make it seem like I lied to tay, so she made me stay longer. Getting out of transportation brought me back. That was what her grandma wanted. She was able to get rid of her covers and sheets. Throw away stuff of mine like my spectrum bag, etc. After getting out rell went to the sumter. Sc and broke down my beds, etc. That Saturday, I rented a u haul to get stuff. Her grandma said, "Where did you get all the stuff from?" I brought it, and it was paid for. I had tvs and all. Her grandma was mad because she said i lied about not having g a TV for tay. I honestly didn't. That was a birthday present for tay. Tay had her grandma decorations apartments downstairs. She had her pink high heel and a flower where she got from the senior council place. She had her grandma decorations that was my fridge. She had her grandma underwear. Someone else's kids' clothes and under clothes, t shirt and kids toys etc. Her grandma oil as well. She put the oil in my bed sheets, too. That same day, that tay thought I was at the beach. She called me that night, which she didn't call. She said where you at.