✔ Love Drug! ✔

Chapter Two

'I'll text you later?' I smiled at Daisy and climbed out of her car in silence. 'Manda?' I turned back around to look at her, 'It will be ok' I just smiled at her again and closed the door, letting out a giant breath, that I didn't even realise I was holding and headed up my driveway.

No one was home, Mum and Dad were working till late tonight, So, I had plenty of time to be alone with my confusing feeling for Jack and that fact that he's gone. Slowly opening my front door, and closing it behind me, I headed right for the kitchen to grab something to eat and drink.

Sitting down at my desk, I logged onto my laptop and opened up my email, I might as well do something I didn't have the guts to do when had my chance...

''Dear Jack,

We've been best friends for years, ever since we were in school, and we've been through a lot together, all three of us. You've always been there for me When I needed help you have always been the first person i've turned to, and..''

Re-reading the message to myself, I sighed and quickly deleted it. Why can't I just write my feeling for him down? It's not that hard!

'Maybe because you don't even know what those feeling are dummy!' My mind screamed at me, I tried to ignore myself, but truth be told, my mind was right. I'm only doubting my friendship feelings for something more because so many people have told me 'You're so in love with Jack''.

Maybe they're wrong, Maybe, I only love him as a friend, and maybe, I'm only this sad because he is a really... really, really good friend. But... Maybe their right.

'Do I love Jack?' I wondered out loud.

''Dear Jack,

You've only just left England, and already I miss you so much. Your an amazing friend and I hope I see you soon. Second thought, I BETTER see you soon ;)

I love you Jack <3,

Amanda xxxx''

He'll just think that ''love'' is a friend love, and for now, That's what it is. After spending about, 5 Minutes debating if I should send the email or not, I shrugged, Hell, He's on the other side of the world, What harm could it do?

*SENT EMAIL!*

Sighing, but not sure if it was one of happiness or sadness, I closed down my laptop and walked over to my bed, Jumping down on it and pulling the pillow under my chin, I was about to close my eyes when I felt something cold brush against the back of my hand.

'What the...'

Pulling it out, I couldn't help but raise my eyebrows in surprise. It was a letter, addressed to me...From Jack.

Barely able to contain my excitement, I quickly opened it and read it.

''Dear Manny,

I'm leaving tomorrow and I know I wont be able to talk to you alone between now and then, but here goes...

Since the first day of school...''