Chapter 4
Here I am on the bed is a sunny day right. Next to my love, he is kissing me and caressing me on my neck. He is telling me he loves me and that I make him happy, we are talking and laughing. We start kissing and I get on top of him we start making love I cant believe how happy this one person can make me feel. We finished and just laid down on the bed enjoying our self’s. He stayed quiet in a weird way, I had my head resting on his chest and when I looked at him he is there dead with a broken neck. I start screaming but no sound is coming out of my mouth I tried to run to get help but my legs feel to heavy. I hear the door open and is the monster he came in the room laughing out loud and clapping he grabs me by my hands and puts me against the wall and starts smelling me and kissing my neck then starts taking my pants off. But I got away I ran to the halls there is a lot of people there they are all looking at me clapping I just don’t understand. They all start getting closer to me I tried to get away but they were to many of them. Is getting hard to breath. They grabbed me and held me down on the floor. Waiting for the monster to get there. He made it to me and while they held me down he takes my pants off and gets on top of me and starts to rape me while everyone is looking. I start screaming nonstop and hear this voice saying “Blair is okay you are safe now”. I opened my eyes and see Jace there. He says “you had another nightmare Blair but you are safe now”,
This is the dream I’ve been having for the past four nights. Every time Jace has been there letting me know I’m no longer there with that monster. Jace told his sister about my nightmare every night so she came in the next morning and asked if I could walk, I said yes and she told me to get dressed. I did and we walked out of the room I was in for the past days. Jace looked at her and she said relax she just needs fresh air. So he came with us. She showed me the castle, the big dinning rooms, the library, kitchen, music room, ballroom. Everything was beautiful. Then she took me to a inner garden with flowers and different kinds of plants and fountains. There we sat down and she asked about what my husband did to me. I haven’t had a friend in a long time so I told her everything. I asked her about what was the thing that my husband stole from them. She told me that it was a gem. She said that every big line of vampires have there own gems and that they were made by a warlock, each gem is specially made for that bloodline. I asked what is it for.
Jace: “Is for us to be able to walk out in the sun without bursting in flames”.
Blair: “So right now you cant go out side?”.
Amelia: “We can but if he decides to brake it at any moment and we are outside we are done for”.
Blair: “Can you just ask the warlock to do another one?.
They said no is impossible because that warlock was killed by the wolfs. Amelia said that no one new were it was but somehow they found it. She said that her fiancé is a detective and he is looking in to things. He is the one that found out about me. He came up with the idea of the trade. Because I’m his mate he would of do anything for me since I’m suppose to be his one and true love but they had no idea the kind of monster he really is. I asked them if every alpha was the same with there mates. And she said that there are different kinds. Some make there mates feel like queens and love them and do anything for them but some are just abusive and see them like the worst thing that happened to them, most of the times is because they loved someone already and when they find the mate they cant be with the one they love because there body’s only wants the mate. She said your husband Tyler must of resented you for appearing in his live. Tyler? That’s the first time I heard his name. I always called him a monster since he never told me his name or anyone else called him by that.
Amelia: Blair I hope getting out of your room helps you with the nightmares. Everyday Jace can bring you here just tell him. Remember you cant come by your self there are other vampires in this castle who think they are entitled to anything they want and they could try to harm you. If you are going to leave your room always be with Jace okay.
We left and I went back to my room. I thank her for everything and for been kind to me when she doesn’t needs to, then she left. For the next few weeks I asked Jace to go to the garden. He was nice about it, after a few days going there he even got a chess game ready there and teach me how to play. We talked and joke and even had snacks there just for me since he doesn’t eats human food. I’ve grown to like him. I have something to look forward everyday. I still get the nightmares at night but he is always there for me and that gives me comfort. Every time he is next to me he makes me feel safe which is ironic since I am what he eats.