Alexies's Pov
I had been feeling very off for a very long time. I kept blacking out and not knowing where I was or what I was doing. The very worst was when I would come to and my sweet mate would look scared of me. She never told me what happened in those moment and I was too afraid to ask. I should have asked.
Today I felt worse then I ever have, I resolved that I needed to tell Arthur. I should have told him sooner but I didn't want to burden him and Allen. At the thought of Allen that unnatural anger rose again I forced it back down I loved my Luna what was wrong with me.
I took two steps toward the door, I must speak to Arthur. As I went to take a third step a slightly open drawer caught my eye I felt drawn to it my mind started to blank I heard a voice I didn't recognize.
"Alexi
