A Kingdom between us
CHAPTER ONE
The palace did not breathe. It existed golden, vast untouchable but it did not breathe.
Princess Anongkarn Rattanavadi had learned that before she learned how to speak. Even now, seated beneath a canopy of silk and carved teak, she held her spine straight, her chin lifted, her expression carved into something court approved of; SHE is dignity personified, Graceful, devoted to the nation, her public demeanor is both elegant and dignified. Princess Anong is the first and the only daughter of the King, her mother the former queen died under mysterious political tension.
Despite her refined character Princess Anong is usually rebellious, she once tried to away at age 16, and was brought back by force and was punished duly, since then, she obeys but never fully submits.
The morning audience blurred into ritual, voices bending at her feet, titles spilling like rehearsed prayers, officials speaking of trade, of borders, of things that required her attention but never her opinion. She nodded when required, smiled when expected, she existed as she was meant to. And still, something inside her pressed against her ribs like a caged thing with teeth.
“Your Highness “.
The voice came from her left, and it wasn’t one of the courtiers, she was sure of that. It sounded like the voice she has been yearning to hear since sunrise. Anong turned her head slightly, just enough to acknowledge the interruption without breaking decorum. Captain Suda Kietrungro stood at the edge of the hall. Still unmoving, watching.
The uniform of the Royal guard, sat on her like it had been carved into her bones, immaculate, unyielding, A sword rested at her side, untouched but forgotten. There was no Ornament on her, no gold, no softness. Only control, silence. Their eyes met, it lasted than a second. It lasted too long. Anong looked away first. Of course she did.
“Proceed “ she said softly, her voice smooth as lacquer, betraying nothing.
But the air had shifted. She felt it. The court had continued oblivious, but something had changed, in the space between where she sat, and where Suda stood, something thin and sharp, like the edge of a blade pressed lightly against skin.
By night, the palace became something else.. quieter. Crueler… the lantern burned low, their golden light softened into shadows that stretched too far, lingered too long. The corridors emptied of voices leaving behind only footsteps that echoed, like secrets.
The marble halls of the royal palace were never truly silent only carefully trained to sound like they were.
Princess Anong had learned to recognize the difference.
Footsteps that hesitated near her chambers meant servants. Footsteps that did not hesitate meant guards.
And only one set of footsteps ever came to a full stop outside her door without fear.
Captain Suda.
That night, the air was heavier than usual, as if the palace itself was holding its breath. The Princess stood by the balcony doors, fingers resting lightly on the cold frame, watching lanterns flicker across the training courtyard below.
Below her, Captain Suda stood in full ceremonial uniform, sword still strapped at her side, even though the hour called for rest. Her posture was perfect, disciplined, unreadable. But Anong had learned the smallest fractures in her composure.
The way her hand lingered too long near her heart after long duty.
The way her gaze always rose—not to the throne above, but to her window.
A knock came.
Three soft taps.
Only Suda ever knocked like that—neither too formal nor too familiar. A line carefully drawn and repeatedly crossed.
“Enter,” Anong said quietly.
The door opened.
Suda stepped in, then closed it behind her with the same precision she used to command soldiers. But tonight, something was different. Her eyes did not immediately drop to the floor in respect.
They stayed on the Princess.
For a second too long.
“I shouldn’t be here,” Suda said.
“You always say that,” Anong replied, turning slightly.
“That doesn’t make it less true.”
A pause.
Then Anong noticed it—Suda’s hand was trembling, just slightly, as if she was holding something she wasn’t sure she was allowed to give.
“What happened?” Anong asked.
Suda hesitated.
Then she reached into her coat and pulled out a sealed royal document.
Not just any document.
The crest on the wax seal was not the palace guard insignia.
It was the King’s private mark.
Ananya’s expression shifted immediately. “Where did you get that?”
Suda’s voice lowered. “From the chamber where I was never supposed to be assigned.”
Silence.
The Princess stepped closer. “You broke protocol.”
“I broke more than protocol,” Suda said quietly.
Then the twist landed,not in words, but in what she finally did next.
She broke the seal.
And handed Anong the letter.
Anong unfolded it.
Her eyes scanned once.
Then again.
Her breath stopped.
Because the letter wasn’t an order.
It wasn’t a report.
It was a royal decree—signed by the Queen Dowager her self.
And it stated that Captain Suda had been assigned to guard the Princess not because she was the most loyal soldier.
…but because she was already part of a hidden line of succession protection tied to Ananya’s life.
A truth buried since birth.
Suda watched her carefully. “I didn’t know until tonight.”
Anong looked up slowly, something fragile breaking behind her eyes. “So you were never assigned to protect me…”
A beat.
Suda finished it, voice softer now. “I was assigned to stay close enough to decide what I would do if they ever ordered your death.”
The room went still.
Not because of danger.
But because of what came after it.
Anong stepped forward, stopping only when she was close enough to feel Suda’s breath.
“And what would you do?” she asked.
Suda didn’t look away this time.
“That’s the part they never wrote down,” she said. “Because I was never supposed to choose.”
A long silence stretched between them—heavy with years of stolen glances, unspoken loyalty, and something neither of them had dared name.
Then Anong spoke, almost in a whisper:
“Captain Suda… is the kingdom is between us?…”
Her fingers lightly touched the edge of the sealed paper still in Suda’s hand.
“…then why does it feel like you’ve been standing on my side all along?”
And for the first time, Suda didn’t answer like a soldier.
She answered like someone already lost.
“I think I have been,” she said. “Since the first time I was ordered to look away… and couldn’t.”
Outside, the palace lanterns flickered.
Inside, something far more dangerous than rebellion had already begun.