XIII .
WHEN I ARRIVED AT SCHOOL the snow started to lightly fall in small flurries onto the ground, melting on contact. It has been over two weeks since I last saw or even spoke to Amanda. She has been ditching most of the classes that she shares with me, avoiding my complete existence to how it used to be. When she was at school and eyes made contact she’d put her hard mask on to act like we never shared anything intimate. She was treating me the same way I had treated her.
You don’t realise how much you miss someone until you no longer have them, having her jumping right back to where we both started to hurt more than her doing everything in her power to avoid me. If this is what heartbreak feels like then I don’t want it anymore. Whoever said it was better to love and lost than not l
