Xavier's POV:
Hi, my name is Xavier, but some people call me Xavi. I am an 18-year-old teenage boy who went in the wrong way, thanks to his parents. They divorced three years ago when I was only 15. I decided to stay with my dad. Technically, he convinced me. According to him, mom is the bad one. Dad said that she cheated on him multiple times. I don't know if it's true. I haven't seen her doing it. What shocked me was that she admitted it. Mom didn't even try to go against dad. She just left. I have no idea where she is now. Maybe that is better. I can't believe that she has done that. First, it was hard for me to live with my dad. Lately, I got used to this. He doesn't even care what I do. I got drunk many times, but he didn't do anything. That is why I am who I am. You can call me a bad boy, an alcoholic, and whatever you want. I won't get offended. That is who I am. Also, I started playing with girls. When I get what I want from them, they get dumped. I won't make the same mistake as my parents. They got married and fell apart. I will never fall for a girl. I prefer to be single instead of hurt. It's not like someone will care for me. My parents don't do it. I don't have friends. Let's say that I don't let people get close to me. I am one of the private people. What I do is no one's business. I know that I can change, but I don't want to. Even if I get wasted, no one will help me. I wanted to be like the other kids, but maybe this will never happen.
I woke up and went to get ready. There is a party tonight, and I am looking forward to it. I know that many hot girls will come. To be honest, it's better if they are drunk. That way, I can do whatever I want with them. It's not like I can't do it when they are sober. Let's say that some of them are stubborn. Well, I always get what I want. I make sure they know the truth. It's only for a one-night stand. I don't do relationships or develop feelings. All of this is bullsh*t.
I went for breakfast and saw dad on the phone. Let's pretend I didn't see how he was checking women on i********:. I hope that I won't have a new mom. I took cereal and milk and sat at the table. He didn't even look at me. Why am I not surprised? It's not like I want his attention. To be honest, since mom left, he never took proper care of me. That's why I get drunk so often. I know that alcohol won't resolve my problems, but at least it will make me forget them, even for a day.
- Dad, what are your plans for today?
No answer. You have to be kidding me. That is why I am outside all the time. Dad doesn't even notice if I am in the house. I bet that if something horrible happens to me, he won't care.
- DAD!
- Stop yelling! I'm right here.
- But you are ignoring me.
- So? Don't you have something else to do instead of bugging me?
- Don't you have a job to go to and work?
- What I do is not your business.
- If you think I don't know about you and all these women, you are wrong.
- What?
- Since mom left, you started f*cking women almost every day. No wonder why I am like you.
- Excuse me! You can't talk like that to me.
- Truth hurts.
- Eat your food and leave me alone.
- I am eating.
- Maybe I should've sent you to your mom. You are one very annoying kid.
- Dad, I am 18.
- Whatever. Don't think that your mother is better than me.
- How can I know? You never let her talk.
- She cheated on me.
- But you are taking it very calmly.
- You won't understand. - he said and left
Dad of the year. I can't believe that I am related to this man. After my breakfast, I walked out. Maybe I can visit a chick before I go to the party. I walked into one coffee shop and found one sitting alone. That is perfect. Without talking, I grabbed her hand and took her to the toilet. The poor girl has no idea what is going on. Before she could say anything, I kissed her. Luckily, she didn't pull away. I guess that she liked it. Well, who will deny a kiss from a boy? Except for the girls who have boyfriends. Up to now, I have never had a problem. It looks like all the girls were single.
- Why did you pull away?
- Because this is all that you will get. I have to go.
- So you are leaving me.
- Look, all I wanted was a quick make-out. I don't do relationships or develop feelings. Don't expect anything different than that from me. Now I will go. - I said and left
Call me cruel, but I don't care. I can do whatever I want. For lunch, I went to one diner. I ordered a sandwich with a cider. Strong alcohol will be at the party. After all, I want to check the girls first. Later, I will choose which one will satisfy me. Maybe there will be more than one. It depends on them.
- Hi, Xavi.
- Do I know you?
- We made out at the last party. Remember?
- Yeah, no. I have no idea who you are.
- Will you come tonight? I will be there, and I was hoping to see you.
- Look, whatever has happened, it was once. I won't do it again. Not with you.
- Why? Don't you think that I am hot?
- Honestly, I have seen better. Moreover, I have told you that this won't happen again.
- But I want you.
- I don't. Now go away and leave me alone.
- You will see. I bet you will beg me to come back when you see all the girls.
- Yeah, no chance.
- Don't be so sure. - she said and left
Who was she again? Most of the time, I don't even ask for their names. I just go to the girl, take what I want, and leave. Maybe they will be heartbroken, but I don't care. Dad is doing the same thing. He should've told me this was wrong if he was normal. I have the best father in the world.
After lunch, I decided to go home. I can take a nap before the party. Who knows how long I will be there? Well, if I like the company, I might stay. I walked in. Soon I saw a woman wearing my dad's underwear and one of his shirts. I made a mistake coming here. The problem is that I have nowhere to go.
- Who are you?
- Alissa. What about you, sweetie?
- Get out of my house.
- No, she won't do it.
- Dad, seriously. I was out for a couple of hours.
- Why aren't you outside?
- Because I wanted to take a nap.
- Go upstairs and don't come here.
- Don't worry, I won't.
I woke up at 6 pm. The house where the party will be is half an hour from home. The woman was still in my house. I ignored her and walked out. When I arrived, the house was already full of people. One girl has already got my attention. The problem is that she is not drunk. I can take care of that. I took two cups filled with alcohol and walked to her.
- Excuse me. Can I give you a drink?
- Thanks, but I don't drink. Unless it's different from alcohol.
- It won't hurt you.
- I appreciate it, but no.
- It's your loss. - I said and left
If you think that I will give up, you are wrong. I took another cup and poured some sweet alcohol. It smells like juice, and no one can't tell that this is alcohol. Without the girl seeing me, I switched her cup with mine. Never leave your cup on the table. I waited until she drank it. I poured half of it. To make sure that she would get drunk. Around 9 pm, she was already drunk. Now it's my chance.
- Hey, can I have you for a minute?
- Even for two. By the way, you look good. I like your hair.
- Thanks. You don't look bad too.
- I guess. - she said, chuckling
- Let's go now.
- Where are we going?
- You will see.
I took her to a bedroom and locked the door. I won't do anything terrible to her, but as I see, she doesn't mind it. I turned to face her and received a kiss. That is new, but I like it a lot. I carefully lifted her and put her on the bed. To be honest, she tasted good. I wonder what she is like when she is sober. I would love to find out, but I'm sure that she won't let me. Moreover, I don't know if I will see her again. That's why I will use my chance.
- Hey, can I ask you something?
- Sure.
- Are you training? You look strong. - she said
- No, I don't. That is all natural. - I said, and she laughed
- You are funny.
Yes, she got wasted. Maybe I shouldn't pour so much drink into her cup. I won't lie that drunk girls are funny. I kissed her again, and she was quick to kiss back. Finally, I had a great make-out. Let's hope that it won't be my last. After some time, I decided to pull away. That is enough for her. Also, I bet that she won't remember it. Even if she does, it's not a big deal. We probably will never see each other again. Well, I will find someone else to keep me occupied.
- That's enough for you.
- Why? I want more. You taste like cherries and apples.
- What?
- Do you have chapstick? Your lips were soft.
This girl will kill me. I have no problem making out with her, but let's leave it for another day. I won't lie that I would love to do it again. She needs to get drunk more often.
- I don't wear chapstick. I don't even know what that is.
- It's like lipstick but has no color.
- Well, you can give me one.
- I wish that I could, but I don't have any. If you come home, I might find one. - she said and winked at me
- Yeah, let's take you downstairs.
- But I want to stay here with you. Do you like cuddles?
- No, I don't.
- What do you do with girls then?
- The same that I did with you.
- Girls don't bite. At least I don't. Are you single?
- Yes, I am.
- I don't believe you.
- Why?
- You look too perfect to be single. - she said, and I laughed
- Princess, you are slowly killing me.
- To understand that you like me.
- Not the way you are thinking. I don't do relationships.
- Why? That won't do any harm.
- I won't be so sure.
- If you don't try, you'll never know.
- True. I have to say that drunk, you still have some sense.
- Thank you for the compliment, pretty boy.
- You know that this won't happen again, right?
- I do, but I don't care. It was better than nothing.
- If you say so.
- I want to ask you something.
- Go on.
- Can you be with me the rest of the night?
- Sorry, but I have to disappoint you.
- Whatever. I hope your next chick will be the worst thing in your life. - she said, and I laughed
- Fine, I can stay with you for a while.
- I need a drink.
- Then go and get one.
- But I want a kiss from you.
- Don't you want too many things?
- It's only for tonight, right?
- Yes, it is.
- Then? Can't I have what I want?
- You have to choose. A drink or a kiss.
- Kiss, I guess.
- Good choice.
I made out with her for a while and later let her go. I have no idea who this girl is. Well, she made my night better. Maybe I should talk with her when she is not drunk. That will never happen. I don't go to the same girl twice. Also, I am sure sober the girl won't talk to me. I have to say that the rest of the night was fun. This girl tried to make me dance with her, but I refused. I don't dance. Also, I go after girls for only one thing. When I get it, I leave. I don't want her to think that something might happen between us. Let's hope I will have many parties like this before the start of the new school year. I'm waiting to see what the summer vacation will bring me. I have the feeling that it will be fun.