Alexia's POV:
Lately, I have caught myself staring at Xavi. I don't say that it's something wrong. Well, I don't want him to think that I like him. I think it's from my hormones. I mean that he is nice, but I can't like him. We are too different. Also, I don't want him to play with me. He can do it with whoever he wants, but not me. I don't want to be heartbroken. I have to say that for the last couple of days, we haven't done anything, which is good. I won't lie that sometimes I lose control. I don't know what is wrong with me. When I told Taylor what we did that day, she looked at me like I had done something good. It's not like I didn't like it, but I wish that it hadn't happened. Now I can't think about anything else. I tried to distance myself from him, but not for long. It made him
