Fixing the broken bad boy

Chapter nineteen - Home alone

Alexia's POV:

For the past week, Xavi has been nice to me. I guess that I have to get used to that. To be honest, I like this. This side of him is better than the bad-boy one. He is himself and doesn't want to try on me. I won't lie that I was scared that he might do something. Luckily, this didn't happen. I know that he is trying to behave. Well, after all, he is a boy. He is a teenager, and his hormones probably play a big part in his behavior. As long as we don't do anything, I am good. I don't want to do anything which I will regret later. I have already done this twice. That is more than enough for me. The thing is that I might get carried away. According to Xavi, we didn't go far away at those parties, but I didn't want to risk it. Also, now I am sober. Things will be different. Except if he doesn't get me drunk. Well, I won't let him. The good thing is that my parents are at home. That way, he wouldn't do anything, especially in front of dad. I know that he is used to drinking, but I'm not. Well, if he gets occupied, I might be left alone. I won't lie that this will make me upset. We are not dating. If I see him with someone else, it will make me feel weird. Maybe I made a mistake in inviting him home. Xavi can be a good boy, but I don't know if he will do it. For now, he is acting well. I hope that he can keep being this guy. It suits him better than the bad-boy one. I can't tell him what to do, so it's his choice.

Currently, Xavi and I are watching a movie in the living room. We came back from school like two hours ago. I did my homework, and now I can rest. I have to say that he fell asleep in the middle of the movie. I don't know what he has been doing the whole night. For the past couple of days, he has been feeling sleepy. It's better if I don't ask. After all, it's not my business. I won't lie that sometimes I have checked him out. I am a girl, and this is normal. Except for a nice body, I didn't find anything else. The thing is that this doesn't impress me. For me, the inside is more important.

The movie ended, but I didn't wake Xavi up. I'll let him sleep. He looked tired, no matter that he didn't do anything. At least while he sleeps, he is quiet. Soon, dad came up to me. He looked at the sleeping boy and then at me. I know what he is thinking, but I'm not his babysitter. Xavi is old enough to take care of himself.

- Won't you tell me why you are here? - I asked

- Your mom and I will go out tonight.

- That's nice. You need some rest from work.

- This means that you and Xavi will be at home alone.

- What? You can't leave me with him.

- Why not? He won't do anything.

- Fine, but I'll do this only today.

- Thank you.

After two hours, mom and dad left for their dinner. Dad has left me money if we'll buy food. I don't know what Xavi will want. I can make something simple. I looked next to me to see him playing on his phone. He is not good at paying attention.

- Hey, what do you want for dinner?

- Nothing.

- Why?

- Nothing from you. I know what I will eat, but I don't know if you want the same.

- What is it?

- Ice cream.

- What? I won't eat ice cream for dinner.

- It's not only that. I put a couple more things inside.

- Like what?

- We can go shopping. I will gladly make you one of my special goodies.

- I would love to see what you will cook.

Both of us went to the store. Xavi bought some ice cream with nuts, milk, sprinkles, and chocolate. We paid for the things and went back home. I gave him two bowls and waited to see what he would make.

- I think that your dad forgot his bottle.

- Can you do this already?

- Ok, ok. First, I will put in some milk. Like five tablespoons. There we go. Now, it's time for the ice cream. How many balls do you want?

- I want two.

- Ok, so two balls for you and me. Next, I'll put the sprinkles and chocolate. The last ingredient is your dad's favorite drink.

- What? You can't put alcohol in that.

- Why not? It won't kill you.

- I don't want that in my food.

- Fine. Don't be a crybaby. I will only put it in mine.

- Good.

- That's it. You can eat it now.

- Um, thanks. I hope that I won't starve.

I played another movie while we ate Xavi's masterpiece. To be honest, it's not something special. It's just ice cream with toppings. Well, I won't lie that it's delicious. I love ice cream. During the middle of the movie, I felt eyes on me. I looked up to see Xavi dangerously close to me.

- What are you doing?

- I want to see if you like my treat.

- Yes, it was good.

- Let's do something now. I don't want to watch this.

- I won't go outside.

- Who said that you had to?

- Xavi, are you ok?

- I'm perfect. That drink was delicious.

- Don't tell me that you got drunk.

- I'm not. Can we open the backyard door? It's getting hot here.

- Xavi, it's cold outside.

- But I'm hot. Please.

- Fine. I will go and open it.

He is drunk. Why did I let him drink that? I don't even know what it was. I sat back on the couch, and he pulled me close. To be honest, I don't like where this is going.

- Can you let me go? You are entering my personal space.

- Why do you have to be boring?

- Xavi, please.

- Fine. I will go to the toilet.

- Don't touch that alcohol bottle.

- Got it! - he said and left

After ten minutes, I heard a loud noise. I quickly got up and went to see from where this came. In that moment, I saw Xavi swimming in the pool. At least he was in his underwear.

- What are you doing? It's cold.

- So? Won't you join me?

- No! I don't want to get sick.

- Don't be a crybaby. It's only for one night. I won't do anything.

- I said no.

- I guess that nerds don't swim.

- What did you say?

- It's true.

- Now, you will see.

I went to the other side of the pool and pressed the button. Dad installed a heating system if someone wants to use the pool when it's cold. I waited around fifteen minutes and went in. Before I could move wherever it was, he grabbed my hand and pulled me close. I could feel his eyes on me.

- Was it that hard?

- Xavi, you are drunk.

- Yes, I am. - he said and started laughing

- Wait a minute. Did you just play me?

- Maybe.

- I hate you.

- No, you don't. Your eyes tell me the truth.

- Why do you have to be like that?

- Don't be mad at me. I wanted to have fun with you.

- I'm going out.

- Wait, no! - he said and grabbed my hand

- What?

- Don't go. I won't do anything to you. I promise.

- Look, it's better if we are distant.

- Why? - he asked and pulled me even closer

I couldn't say anything. I was so close to Xavi that I could feel his hot breath on me. Why is he doing this? Now I can't move. I tried to look somewhere else. My eyes didn't want to move. Soon they landed on his lips. It's not like I haven't tasted them, but I don't remember anything. Both with Xavi were staring at each other as if we were waiting for something to happen. I moved closer and felt his lips on mine. I know it's wrong, but I want to know how he tastes. He put his hands on my waist, which sent shivers to my whole body, and deepened the kiss. That feels so good. I'm glad that my parents are not at home. I don't want them to see this. I was almost breathless, but I didn't want to pull away. He trailed one of his hands on my stomach, and I felt the shivers again. I feel like I'm burning inside. Soon he pulled away and looked at me.

- I will go to take a shower. - I said

- Can I come with you?

- You have a bathroom in your room.

- I know, but I wanted to come with you.

- Why?

- No reason, I won't do anything to you.

- Let's say that I believe you.

I turned off the heating system and walked inside. I used my clothes as a towel. Let's say that I forgot to get one. Both of us walked into my bathroom. There is no way that I will take all my clothes. I will shower with my underwear. While I waited for the hot water to come, I looked at him. It's not a lie that he looks good.

- Alexia, are you ok?

- What? Yes, I'm fine.

- If you want, I can go out.

- Thanks, but no. You can stay here.

Is it that bad I want to repeat it? I don't know what happened in the pool, but I want more of it. I'm sober, and I shouldn't be doing things like that. The thing is that I can't stop. I want it. I want to feel his lips on me once again. That's why, without saying anything, I kissed him. It took him by surprise, but he managed to kiss me back. Like that, we started making out in the shower. I don't know what is going on with me today, but I feel like I can't stop. Soon he picked me up and pinned me to the wall. I won't deny having this every day. His lips taste like heaven. He pulled away and let me down.

- I think that it's better if I go out.

- Can we watch something after the shower?

- Yeah, sure. I'll go and change myself.

- Ok, I'll wait for you.

After my shower, I laid on my bed. I don't know what happened, but it was great. I felt a presence and turned around to see Xavi. I didn't even notice when he came. He didn't say anything and looked at me. I returned the look, unable to say anything. It's like I'm tongue-tied. Xavi moved closer and removed a piece of my hair. I closed my eyes and enjoyed his touch. Damn it! I feel like we can go for round three. Before he could say anything, I moved closer and kissed him. I f***ing want him, and this too. I don't know what is going on with me today, but I don't want to stop. Xavi was quick to come on top of me. One of his hands went under my PJ shirt, and I started shivering. My body was responding to every single touch of his. It's wrong, but it feels good. I don't think that I will stop soon. Is it selfish that I want this for myself? I feel like his lips belong only to me and no one else. I was breathless again, but I didn't pull away.

- As much as I want to do this, it's better if we stop. Otherwise, you might get carried away. - Xavi said, looking at me

- I know. I'm sorry.

- You didn't do anything wrong. Why don't you go to sleep? Some rest will be good for you.

- What about you?

- I will play on my phone for a while and later go to bed.

- Can you stay here?

- Are you sure?

- Yes, I am.

- Ok, then. No problem. I'll go and get my pillow.

Xavi came back and laid next to me. For some reason, I feel good when he is next to me, even if we don't do anything. He wrapped his hand around my waist and put it under my shirt. I felt shivers again. His touch is magical. I would love to have him next to me every day. Well, we both know that this won't happen. Whatever we did tonight, it won't repeat.

- Good night. - he said

- To you too.

- Is there a problem?

- No.

- Then why are you looking at me like that?

- Like what?

- As if you want something.

- No, I don't want anything.

Xavi didn't say anything and kissed me. Damn it! I will never get tired of this. The worst thing is that I didn't drink anything. The one with the alcohol was him. Is it possible that I am falling for him? That can't be true. Well, no matter that, he makes me feel good.

- Do you feel better?

- Yes, thank you. Good night again, and sweet dreams.

- To you too.

Like that, both of us fell asleep. I don't know what happened tonight, but it was one of my best nights. Maybe it was because of Xavi or the fact we were so close. Something turned on in me, and it made me do crazy things. Let's hope that tomorrow things will get back to normal. I don't want him to think that he can have this every day. I won't lie that it was nice, but I won't do it again. Who am I fooling? As I see, I might do this again. Something in him attracts me, but I don't know what. It's like he has done some magic on me. I won't think about that now. Whatever has happened, it's in the past. I hope that I won't give in so easily.