Pieces of me 💔

In a world full of haters and cruel people, princess just wanted to find love. someone to understand her show her how to communicate ,because she was never the social type . Little did she know that a very big trauma awaits her ,but for now princess was only bent on experiencing what her first love could be like .she dreamed of meeting a Prince Charming that would one day change her boring life.someone who would praise the ground she walked on, buy her flowers on a random days ,and gift her the world . On this faithful day, she went out with her brother to a gathering. And there he was . The same person she has always imagined .To her,it felt like a dream come true. But she couldn’t approach him .she wasn’t the social type ,and communicate had never come easy for her .luckily, he was her brother’s friend. so there was every chance she could see him. And one day, she finally gathered the courage to talk to him .on her way home, the joy on her face was difficult .Her smile wasn’t like other days. she was lost in her imagination the entire ride .Back at home, she couldn’t stop replaying the event in her head . She wished she could relive that day over and over. Trust me, she would never miss going out with her brother again after that . She didn’t know what love felt like, but she was ready to experience it . so at the next gathering, on another faithfully day, he walked up to her asked her her name .But how would someone who barely socialized and could hardly communicate respond .he took her number her number and walked away to mingle with other guests. when she got home , she couldn’t wait for his text . she stayed up all night, but they was no message from him. so she asked herself “ Am I not beautiful enough “ that was her first mistake: doubting on herself . Days passed ,and still there was no call or text from the person she was crushing on. you could see the pain on her face. her mood was so low, she could barely talk to anyone . Then, on another faithful day , Her phone buzzed. It was him. He wanted to meet up. she was so happy she didn’t think twice of what would happen. she just wanted to see his face . They met.they talked .and it slowly became a daily routine for seeing each other. Until one day, he finally ask her out. Trust me, she was so excited .she knew nothing about dating didn’t want to overthink it. she just wanted to be with him .so with out thinking too much ,she agreed and said yes that was where they love story began . He began to introduce her to his friends ,and his family. To her ,that meant everything.she was so happy to finally experience what love felt like . Bryan-her boyfriend - worshipped the ground she walked on . she didn’t care about the gift or the money .all she wanted was to be loved. She would tell her friends about Bryan every single day and never got tired of it . her friends could already imagine what Bryan looked like,even without meeting him . Most of her friends were happy for her .but a few of them were also sad ,because they wished they could be loved that way too So it was time for Bryan to head back to the university. Trust me, this was where the difficulties of letting go began . she couldn’t face reality anymore because she has become accustomed to her lover Bryan - her- boyfriend- around He convinced her in different ways that he would always come back to visit her when they was break, or they was any opportunity . But she was in denial that Bryan will see other beautiful girls and completely forget about her. The day finally came for Bryan to live to the university. she cried and begged for him to stay. She even suggested for him to go to school anytime because, his school was in the same state they live d but Bryan just want to be far from his parents . In the end, he left .and that was the worst day princess had ever experienced. Her family members could see the change of mood, but they couldn’t figure out what was wrong . even when they tired to ask her, she would just say “I am fine nothing is the matter am am just only exhausted from the day” . Her mom could feel that something was really wrong with her daughter, but couldn’t figure out the matter. Days went by, and yet not a single call from Bryan. she would call him for hours - minutes After minutes, seconds after second -because she just wanted to hear his voice. But his line was not going through . she cried all day in her room because she hadn’t spoken the him . Then, on one faithful day, her phone rang. it was Bryan calling. she was so excited that she almost forgot to pick the call for a moment .when she picked up, they talked for hours . she made sure her room door was closed, and her window too ,so her parents wouldn’t walk in seeing her on call with a guy . That was the happiest day after a very long week of not speaking to her lover ( Bryan ). As the day’s went by, he kept calling to check up on her. But on the days he would missed calling her, she would fall into deep thought. was with another girl? still, she kept encouraging herself that this - distance thing would work until he got any holiday to visit her . Then Summer came, and it was time for him to return home. she wasn’t expecting him to come that early, so he surprised her without telling her . He didn’t tell anybody that he was coming home . Instead, he waited for her to come to the gathering where they first meet . The moment she walked in , her eyes meet his . And just like that , all the week of pain,calls, and overthinking disappeared. He smiled at her and mouthed,” I miss you “ And in that second, she knew- this was just the beginning of their love story .