PIETRO GIACOMETTI
I CAN'T.
I can't lose her again. I have lost Caily once before and I had to stay nine f*****g years without her. That could not happen again.
I ran a hand through my hair, pulling it back with a quite strong grip. My breathing was irregular and I was feeling a whole lot of f*****g awful feeling all at the same time.
Regrets. I should not have let that bastard live! I had let him live eventually because of Caily, because I didn't want this to f*****g happen. Because I was trying to put a leash on myself for her but this is what happens when I try to leash myself. Regrets! f**k! I should have killed him, killed the bastard who had come for him too.
But the regret wasn't what hurt the most. It was this almost f*****g familiar feeling of loss. I hated the feeling so
