I didn’t know how else to react. My confusion mixed with my fear and anger made my head spin so much that I had to sit down to make sure I wasn’t spinning with it. I could still hear the party continuing below me however, it wasn’t as loud as it was earlier in the evening. I opened the two top buttons of my shirt as I felt my throat closing and my lungs struggling for oxygen. I collapsed onto my bed and as I buried my head into my hands, a deep feeling washed over me. A sensation I've never felt dawned on me and it made me feel so odd; rejection. I've never experienced rejection because up until this moment, I've never been rejected. I’ve prepared myself to be rejected by Logan but the feeling I've been preparing for; it’s nothing compared to how I feel now.
As the tears flowed down my
