I didn’t sleep till late last night. Maddy and I were on the phone talking for most of the night and my anxiety regarding Logan had a part in the sleepless night too. Eventually, around 0406am, as the sun was rising, I could feel my body drifting away and I remember thinking that I didn’t want any dreams. I wanted a peaceful night. One where Logan didn’t visit me or one about my friends on tour. I didn’t want dreams but I did dream. But it wasn’t my usual dreams, but a new dream. One about Maddy. In the dream, nothing serious happened. I don’t even remember us talking in the dream. I was just looking into her eyes and she was looking into mine. So peaceful.
But halfway through, Logan appeared instead of Maddy and I remembered why I still love her. Why Maddy could never replace Logan in m
