BLUEPRINT FOR DESIRE

Chapter 3 Bad decision

“Oh hi Lena. You're back early.”

She met Jason's eyes and I noticed the confusion in her face which disappeared almost immediately. I was confused as well.

“Is something wrong?” I asked, because I was beginning to get worried.

Jason was already out of the bed.

“Uh… I should leave. I have a meeting anyway.”

I dragged my half-confused, half-worried self to pause the ridiculous movie that was playing. Safe to say, my senses were coming back to normal.

I caught the hateful glance she gave him before he left.

“Lena, what's the issue? Did he do something wrong?” I asked lowering myself onto the bed.

She still stood in the exact spot she’d been in for the past five minutes, her eyes fixed to the floor.

“Hello?” I wave both hands.

“Oh, uhm.” She gave a smile. A fake smile which was weird.

“I didn't know you and Jason were still like that.” she said, clutching the files in her palms for dear life.

“Yeah, we aren't.” I heard a small sigh of relief.

“I just needed to clear my head a little. That Irish coffee had me messed up.” I let out a laugh. She does too.

“I'm sorry for telling him about the appointment. We were just talking and I mentioned it. I didn't know he'd ask you about it.” She relaxed a bit now.

“Oh, there’s no issue. I just wish we’d fucked.” There's a lot on my mind right now. What were you guys talking about?”

She got up almost immediately. “Nothing serious. Just catching up.” She gave a small smile, which I returned.

“You know I'm starting to think Jason is not so bad.”

She drops the files on the table and turns to me with worry on her face ignoring what I had said.

“I met with BenHR again after my last employee orientation, about the stuff that happened. He said he can book a personal appointment, then gave me a bunch of files you have to fill…”

My eyes quickly darted to the 3ft files she had just dropped on the table.

She continued.

“...and hopefully the appointment should be on Tuesday when you're meant to start officially.” She finished with a small smile.

I crossed to the other side of my small room immediately darting my eyes across the files. I gave a small sigh of relief before I hugged my best friend.

“Thank you Lena.” I said with a huge smile on my face. Tears about to fall.

She noticed immediately.

“It's okay now. Don't start part 2. You have a lot of work to do in under 4 days.”

I sniffed in the tears, realisation settling in.

I escorted her back downstairs to her car where she entered and drove off.

I turned to the side sensing an eye watching me. The window rolled down and I saw Jason. My legs failed me, and I couldn’t move from the spot.

He strode to where I was and carried me up to my room.

The sun was already setting so the perfect sunset light shone straight through my window casting shadows as the light wasn't turned on.

Jason locked the door and was already pulling my shirt off when I stopped his hand and got up. I noticed his confused look before unbuckling his belt.

I got down on my knees still massaging the bulge like I saw earlier. I looked at him and he gave me a small smile that gave me the go ahead order.

I pulled down his shorts revealing his hard d**k. I gasp because I had almost forgotten how big he was and now he was even more aroused.

I grabbed it and started stroking it. He grunted and got a handful of my hair to direct my movements. I was still stroking back and forth when he pushed my head forward.

“Suck it.”

I sucked the cap and put the whole d**k in my mouth. It hit my throat till it couldn't fit anymore. He starts guiding my movements. He grunted and pushed his length down my throat causing a big bulge.

“Harder baby.” He said amidst grunts.

He pushed my head down further which left me gasping for breath.

I tried to lift my head up but his big hands held it down.

“I'm going to c*m baby.” He bobbed it a few times before he exploded down my throat.

He threw me on the bed. Stripped me of my jeans and tore my panties.

“You're already soaked for me baby.” He hit my c**t with his d**k continuously.

I gave him an alluring look because I couldn’t take the heat anymore.

“Huh, use your words baby.” He said with a big smirk on his face.

“Please I need you inside me.” I cried out trying to please myself with my hands.

He got a hold of my hands.

“Not yet, baby.” He sucked my c**t, put a finger in my p***y and started fingering me. I cried out because he already knows that makes me orgasm the most.

His mouth was still busy on my c**t when I started rubbing his d**k.

“You can't get enough of me Ava huh?”

His d**k hardens and without warning, shoves all of it inside me. I cried out of both pain and enjoyment while he gave me time to adjust.

He slowly brought it out immediately, thrusting it back in while rubbing my c**t. I let out a small cry until he crouched down and caught my tongue with his while he's still thrusting.

He goes down to my boobs, sucking while he caresses the other.

He gave a grunt which hinted he was about to c*m. He lifted me up and threw me on my stomach, my ass facing up.

He thrusted deeper this time while cuffing my hand and straddling me. I filled the room with my moans, my initial work predicament escaping for a while. Exactly what I needed.

“I'm about to c*m daddy.” I said biting my lips to prevent myself from being loud.

“Let it out baby.”

He grunted one last time before he pulled out and came on my back.

We both collapsed on the bed, our heartbeats so loud.

“This was a bad idea,” I murmured, drifting to sleep.

“Then tell me to leave,” he said quietly.

I didn’t.

The room felt smaller as he pulled me into him, the world narrowing to warmth and closeness and the choice I was actively making. I shut my eyes and let myself fall into it.

A phone rang, dragging me back from the edge of sleep.

My gaze slid to the table—and my stomach dropped.

The documents Lena had opened earlier lay soaked beneath spilled water, ink running like blood across the pages. My water bottle was still leaking, spilling more water.

I rushed to the table, half-naked, but before I could reach them, the words were already gone.